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Mentions of stress- depression- abuse- starvation
_______________________________________We sat and talked. He loved the new feeling, he never wanted this to go away. It was like free therapy for him
He told me all his stresses and how he put up with life, obviously I was scared for him. He didn't deserve this, not one bit
The waiter came up and brought me the food that I ordered, there was a lot. "All this for yourself?" Nanami says
I shook my head "nope, all for you-" I grabbed a drink and the cheese and bacon roll "expect these" I smiled at him and pushed the rest of the food and drink towards him
He blushed, "there's no way I could take this..." he pushed the food back towards me
I pushed it back "no, it's for you" we both pushed it continuously, but then Nanami finally gave up an accepted the food and drink
He stares at the food and drink that was in front of him, he slowly grabs the food and puts it in his mouth, it tasted so good. He forgot how food taste, sweet, savory, sour- all of it, he forgot how they all taste
"So how is it?" I raise a brow. He nods his head and continued eating, it was painful to watch him eat in such a way that it looked like a homeless child, had finally gotten food
He already finished and started onto the next one, sipping his drink occasionally. He notice how i was staring at him and stops, he slowly puts down the food
"Sorry... i forgot my manners..." his face immediately dropped
I sighed "eat up please, fuck the manners" and I started scoffing my food down smiling and laughing
He chuckled for the first time in like forever and started eating too. Setting the shitty and depressing talk, i made jokes which made him laughed
I love the sight of him laughing, it was cute
We both had finished our lunch and our bellies were stuffed, "thanks, uh..." to think of it, he never caught my name, but yet he was too scared to ask
"(Y/n)!" I say chuckling "(y/n) (y/l)!"
He blushed at the name, "that's a beautiful name" he accidentally says out loud, loud enough that i could hear
I blushed and so does he, he covers his mouth, "ah- thanks" i chuckled lightly
"I'm sorry-" he gets up from his chair, his face immediately dropped. I get up from the chair too
"Woah, no need to be sorry all the time" I went in front of him, he was ready to leave. He was so embarrassed, at the remark he made
He wanted to curl up into a ball and just die, he fidgets in front of me, wanting to just leave but he doesn't want to hurt my feelings
"Your name is beautiful, very unique- Kento-san~" I chuckled "just like the famous Japanese Actor, from Death note"
He blushed, "thanks..." he could feel himself going red like a tomato, he didn't like it... it would expose him
Suddenly the cafe door open wide and somebody yells "NA-NA-MI~" The guy sings his name
Nanami groans, and sits back down hiding his face, i looked behind me and see a tall man, with a distinct white/purple hair, with sunglasses on
The man comes up to me and looks down, creating a shadow over me "Hola~(hello~)" he looks up and down "¿Cómo te llamas, hermosa?~(whats your name, beautiful?~)" He licked his lips
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Admire From Afar (Nanami X Reader)
Fanfiction[18+] IN WHICH: a girl meets a drunk guy at a bar, but yet she doesn't know what's going to happen in near future... (smut) (trigger warning)