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Manga spoilers up ahead
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Nanami stood under the rain. He bent down and lit up some incense sticks, he prayed and set up a meal near her grave
"Lets eat" he smiled
Nanami placed the umbrella in a spot where his food couldn't get wet, he grabbed some chopsticks and ate our favorite food
"Do you want some?" He asked and held the food infront of the grave
He just held it in the air, waiting for her to take it. His smile starts to disappear
The food slipped out of the chopstick landing on the grave "Ah! Shit sorry" he quickly cleans it up "sorry!"
He sat down again and huffed. He placed the food away, he smiles again. A cold shiver goes down his spine
"I know your here..." his lip started to tremble "And... I try to smile- like you requested" tears started to fall but he kept the smile "fuck... I love you"
He gritted his teeth. He bent down and shook his head, his hands were balled up making his knuckles white
"Im... so sorry" he cried "i- I wish... i did something... b-but i stood there... L-LIKE A FUCKING IDIO-" His face drops
He could feel you hugging him, gently patting his head. He trembles and then sits up again, he wiped all the tears away and stare at the picture frame of us
"Your beautiful as ever..." He smiled "I love you so much" he looks at his watch "but i have to go" he chuckles "work is really shit-"
He packed everything away and left saying his goodbyes to you and leaving a bouquet of flowers. He walk towards where the car was and Gojo was standing outside of it
"Everything okay?" Gojo asked
"Yeah..." He huffed
Gojo hugged Nanami "im glad your doing better"
"She would yell at me if I didn't stop" Nanami chuckled, and broke off the hug
"Your dam right, she would of lectured you into oblivion" Gojo laugh, trying to lighten the mood
"Ha- yea"
YOU ARE READING
Admire From Afar (Nanami X Reader)
Fanfiction[18+] IN WHICH: a girl meets a drunk guy at a bar, but yet she doesn't know what's going to happen in near future... (smut) (trigger warning)