Admire From Afar (Nanami X Reader)

¹⁷Sick

Tw:
Abuse, puke, sexual harassment, harassment, slight mentions of r@pe
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It had been a few days since Nanami had left me, every night i would stare at his text, wondering why

Gojo kept me company and he insisted of me going back to work, he already went to court and he got a bail, which I paid immediately

I wondered what happend to nanami, I haven't been going to work, I was scared of seeing him and being disappointed in me

I didn't know why he left, but i was scared anyways

"(Y/n)~ I'm coming in" Gojo comes in with some chocolate "I brought you these" and he handed it to me

I sat up turning my phone off "thank you ke-" I stopping and hit myself on the head "Satoru... I'm sorry"

He placed the chocolate on the bed and walked towards me "hey, hey- dont hit yourself, it hurts me too you know" he smiled sweetly and kissed me on the head where I had hit myself

I showed no interest in him, but he still yet to give me everything. I still loved Nanami, and I knew I had to move on

I gritted my teeth and grabbed Gojo kissing him, it felt awful. He kissed me back, pushing me towards him, continuing the kiss

He got on the bed without breaking the kiss and he made out with me, our tounge entwined with each other

I hated it but still contuined, Gojo breaks off the kiss and took off his shirt reveling his perfect built body

He made out with me again, he grabbed my hands and placed it on him, he made my hands move down to his pants

Which I pulled away "i-im sorry" I breathed "I... can't, I'm not ready" she desperately wanted to do it who she loved and not someone loved her

"It's okay..." He kisses me on the hand "I'll wait for you"

I nodded "thank you, I will go back to work... tomorrow" somehow he wasn't fired, he was one of his best workers there

"Thank you" he put his forehead on mine "i love you" those words made me sick, especially who it was coming from

I nervously chuckled "s-same..." i chocked out, wanting to throw up

"Do you want to be together?" He whispered

'No' she wanted to say that, but she needed to move on, she thought she had to move on "y-yes"

Gojo hands held hers "I'm glad i have the best parnter under the sun"

Each day goes by and i occasionally saw Nanami at work, he completely ignored me and so did i

Gojo kissed me infront of Nanami who was walking in the opposite direction of us "I love you, so much"

Making Nanami to a stop, he turned around seeing that her hand was entwined with his, he completely froze and gritted his teeth

He stared at me while I was with him, as we turned the corner I quickly looked at him- he was looking straight back at me

It felt like time slowed down, something lit inside of me, something that gave me hope

I looked down and smiled to myself, squeezing Gojos hand "I love you" I mumbled

Gojo smiled "so... do you think your ready, now?" He stopped at his office "I'm a bit hard you know... I've been waiting all this time"

He pulled me inside of the room, closing and locking the door behind him "ah... no Gojo im... sorry, I'm not ready"

"What are you waiting for" he crossed his arms "You should be, I've been waiting for days. I haven't had sex in months and its driving me crazy"