Admire From Afar (Nanami X Reader)

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Nanami comes down stairs and then stares at me, sleeping on the couch peacefully, his eyes linger on my body, looking every inch of it

He bites the inside of his cheek. Snapping out of it, he rub the bridge of his nose and groaned deeply

'What am i doing' he thought 'I only met her last night' he continues to stand there watching me

He slapped himself for being a creep and picked me up bringing me into his room. He carefully place me on his bed, making me comfortable and warm

Going back down stairs he picked up the bag that had the 'stuff' He stare at it not knowing what to do with it

He finally decided to keep it somewhere- safe, but easy to get to for himself. He sat on the couch thinking about life

He rubbed his face, then stared at what cup (y/n) used. It only had a bit left, 'what am i going to do' he run his fingers through his hair

He thinks about (y/n) helping him, comforting him, defending him- just being nice to him

'Why would she do that?' He questions '(y/n)...' he thinks of the name over and over again

He gets flashbacks from the day since he met her
"Come on babe, let's get away from these low lives"
"You seem really sick... are you okay?"
"You can tell me everything... i'm here, got it"
"Oh yea sure! I'll help you as much as i can!"
"Hey, you want to come with me?"
"Eat up please, fuck the manners"
"Your name is very beautiful, very unique- kento-san~"
"YOU TOOK A BLIND EYE TOWARDS NANAMI"
"For you to do all the paperwork that Nanami got!"
"Nanami, I'm sorry but it had to be done- I care for you, I'm scared for you, i don't want you being stress or sad anymore- it hurts me"
"here's the deal, you give nanami 200k annually and he gets as much as a 20 page booklet- and gets a shit ton of holidays"
"awe, thanks. You too- nice deep handsome voice"
"YO-YOUR AN-AN XL!?"

He cried. He sat there on the couch sobbing, his head in his palms covering his eyes. He shakes his head 'Why is she so nice to me' he asks the universe

He smiled while a few more tears dropped into his cheek, 'ha- how can I be any more stuiped... it just going to turn out the same' he lied

For the first time in forever, he had hopes for the girl. He looks up and stared at the ceiling and breathed

For god knows how long he just stared at the ceiling he wanted to go to bed, but couldn't because someone else was there. He wanted to sleep with me but didn't want her to leave

He thought about it, but then got up and walked towards the stairs. His stomach grumbled but he ignored it, as he has been doing it for a long time, now

He went into his room and came up to the bed, watching me sleep. He huffed and hopped into bed

He had his whole body turned and right up against the edge, he was scared of touching her

Though feeling lonely as ever, he turned around and saw me, my back face to him. Oh how he wanted to just snuggle up to me and cuddle from behind

He felt cold without her, so hesitantly he moved over, closer towards me. He looked closely at me and saw me struggling to get anymore comfortable

The clothing was annoying her so much and wanted to take It off. Nanami blushed and got up, looking for clothing for her

He only found a big enough t-shirt for her to cover most of her body. He walked over towards her, staring at her body again

He was towering over her, when suddenly a vision popped up into his mind. He drops the t-shirt into the bed and covers his now big bulge, stretching his pants

He sweats 'Why the fuck did i think that' he breathes heavily and looks down to see his big bulge 'for fuck sakes'

He never really got this erect with women, usually they were, plain, and didn't really have 'fun' even though they were having the time of their lives

He breathed again and tried to brush the thought away. He slowly takes of my blankets and slowly and carefully undressed me

He got off my blouse, and his breath started to hitch. His eyes lingered on my chest, looking at every detail that was put on display for him

He wanted to see more, but he knew he couldn't touch her bra. His shaky hand lingered on the zipper of her skirt, he took another deep breath and unzipped it. Taking my skirt off, i was only in a bra and laced stockings that covered my legs and womanhood

He stepped back as he saw me half naked to him, he sees every inch of my body, memorizing it all

He gritted his teeth, wanting to look away but yet wanting to keep a watch. A surge of jolt rush in him, having to quickly got to the bathroom

He huffed and sweat, the picture of me laying in his bed half naked still lingered in his mind. He looked at his bulge again

He has never been so honry ever in his life, but he likes it. It was nice to him, he never had this much pleasure in his life

He couldn't take it, he quickly ran out of the bathroom and covered her up with the blanket and running back quickly and quietly as possible

He hastily grabbed his pants pulling it down slowly along with the boxers. His member springs up hitting his abdomen 'shit' he thought

He grabs it, and starts to jerk off picturing her in his mind. Not too long after he came in his hand letting it all out, that he had been holding

He had a shaky breath, letting deep heavy breaths go each time. 'Such an unlawful man' he mentally hit himself in the head

He cleans himself up and comes back out. Walking towards me, he uncovered me and got me dressed in the t-shirt which covered most of my body

Even so, he got a bit hard for seeing her for a few seconds. He climbed back into bed, not caring in the world anymore and just wanted to hug me from behind

He become closer and his member brushes against my ass, he put his large arm sound me, wrapping me closer to his body

The instant warmth he felt was the nicest warmth he ever had in his entire life. He muzzled his nose into my neck making him comfortable

Unconsciously getting myself comfortable, slightly rubbing him, and held his large arm. He liked it so much and slowly drifted off to sleep

(GRACE~ sorry for the very short chapter, their will be next chapter very soon (: thanks guys~!)