SOUTHSIDE

12

I spent two days at lontrell dads house. It was now my time to leave but he didn't want me to.

"You stay tryna leave a nigga lay
Dang."

"Lontrell i got no clothes over here. Am tired of wearing your boxers and shirts looking like a hoochie.on top of that my parents left already they dropped my stuff at kayla's."

"Well kayla will bring ya stuff here. Your grandmama donot care right now."

"You aggy asf."

"Mhhmmm. Now lay down let me  suck on a titty na."

"I wanna be outside you got me in jail over here trell."

"Who you tryna see outside li girl?"

"People"

"You see me and my pops erry day and i know we aint aliens." Lontrell said raising up his oversized shirt off my body and start to suck my breast.

" mhmmm" i moaned out rubbing his hair.

"Owww trell stop tugging on my nipple so hard." I screeched in pain.

"I do what i want with em."

"Move,move,move" i pushed him off

"GET OFF ME" i screamed.

"Boy if you don't get up off that young lady." His OG called out.

"Amma merc you." He sucked his teeth and off me.

"I want food." I complained

"Aight lets go get some bbq and get busy." I laughed remembering its a fresh prince reference.

"I donot eat bbq trell."

"You finna eat it today na."

"No"

"C'mon"

"I look a mess" i said stretching his over size shirt and showing the basket ball shorts under. My curly wig was pulled back in a ponytail.

"No you look beautiful. Now come on we will get ya stuff from kayla's to." He kissed my lips and pulled me behind him.

We drove to a small spot and smell of grease and bbq sauce hit my nose. I scrunched up my face as we entered the door. I hid behind lontrell as he ordered then collected the food. I knew i wasn't going to eat that he had to get me something else.

"We finna fuck this food up." He said driving while grinning ear to ear.

"I want a salad from chick fil a."

"You got chick fil a money??"

"No"

"Right"

This nigga got me fucked up. As soon as we get to my grandma am making a dash for it. I need my credit card to get food to.

We pulled up to my grandma lontrell honked his horn at my uncle ron who was on the porch with kayla's son. I got out and uncle ron look at me shocked at the fact i was with lontrell.

"Well well ya daddy finna flip when he see who his li princess rolling with."

"Uncle ron lontrell is not my boyfriend and you need to zip it before i tell gmama where ha church money went last easter."

"Gone head miss good girl gone bad."

I got in the house and my grandma was cooking. Thank you jesus.

"Hey grandma" i kissed her on the cheek.

"You look a mess baby.go clean up and come eat before you go back to kayla's place. Halle said to tell you call her back to."

"Aight. Where papa at?."

"Church."

I went upstairs and started to shower from head to toe. I cut my weave out to. I felt refresh all i wanted was food and to sleep. Lontrell was fun to be around but he is so possesive. Always wanna be up under me like god damn let me breathe.

I got out the shower and went downstairs to eat. Grandma had outdid her self and i was pigging out on the food. This woman can cook her ass off unlike my mama unseasoned food. After eating i washed the dishes and checked my phone to see lontrell blowing it up.

Poohshiesty: am coming to get you 9:00.

Pooh shiesty: why you aint replying.

Pooh shiesty:get ready am around the corner na.

I didnot want to go with lontrell because all he do is have me locked up in that house. I wanna go to kayla's and chill with halle.

Chalynmone: come get me and take me to kayla.

Poohshiesty: aight.

I got my stuff and told grandma bye. When i got outside baby shiesty got out the front and put my stuff in the back. He motion for me to get in the front with lontrell so i did.

"You ate??" Lontrell asked

"Yes"

"Cool. Kayla n em at a block party you wanna roll by there?"

"Nope."

We pulled up to kayla's place and i got the key from my hoodie pocket and went inside. I remembered i gotta bunk with layla. I went into a room that had two beds. I put my stuff away until i heard lontrell getting loud on the phone outside.so i went out to see wassup.

"A nigga finna get slimed out over some pussy." I saw lontrell loading a glock furious as hell.

"Trell w-" i said looking shocked asf.

"Amma be back. Lock the doors and shit." He stormed out and i was still tryna process it all.

"This niggga aint finna last through this summer......lord show me the next nigga." I mummbled to myself going to bed.

After some hours i heard voices in the living room and i didn't have the strenght to get up. I just continue playing a puzzle game on my phone.

"Sis ya nigga done out a nigga tonight."kayla came in the room laughing. Like wtf she mean "out".

"Mayne shut up kayla and get out." Lontrell said coming inside wearing different clothes than earlier. He leaned over and touch me i froze up. My body wasnt letting me warm up to him like i use to knowing he jus took a life or something.

"Ya stiff like that fa li mama" he asked me laying on the bed and pulling me into his body. I was still not warming up to him.he started kissing on my neck and shit.

"Uh uh please take all this somewhere else i want to sleep." Halle said coming into the room pulling off her nikes and crawling into her bed.

"Close ya eyes then." Lontrell told her kissing on my breast now.

"Lontrell please stop. I need a break. Go home."

"The fuck you mean you need a break na."

" your too much aight."

"No you got me fucked up......................."

He was speaking but i didn't listen. I was getting more heated.

"YOUR A FUCKING KILLER LONTRELL. I DONT WANNA BE LAID UP WITH A KILLER."

"THE NIGGA AINT EVEN DEAD YOW.HE IN THE ER."he barked back at me.

"I DONOT GIVE A FUCK LEAVE ME ALONE."

I watched as he looked at me with what saddness and disappointment. Like i know how he feels but i aint built to hold a criminal down.