SOUTHSIDE

28

"So you finna stick that shit up ya coochie?"

"Yes."

We got back home and i jus took a shower. So here is lontrell's weird ass looking at me insert a tampon up my vagina.

"So that feel like a dick up in there na?"

"Nope cause its soft." I pulled up underwear that i went to get from my grandma house and slipped on one of his boxers. Then a white tshirt.

"You finish?"

"Mhmm."

I watch as he sat by the window and rolled a blunt up.

"Hey shiest" i heard a girl call out to him. He jus nod his head at her. I swear he so mean but thats a good thing.

"So you just gon sit there and stare at me?"

"Yes."

"Li weird ass." I watch as he blew some smoke out his mouth. Then licked his lips.

"I know."

"You got school tomorrow?"

"No"

"I gotta go scope a drop later tonight. You gon be safe here?"

"Bby-"

"Cool it on the advise na. I got mouths to feed ok."

"Stop fucking pouting layla. Amma be here in the morning when you get up ok."

"And if you aint make it back."

"Move on with ya life. Just don't marry no goofy ass mfucker and check in on my mama time to time fa me."

I swear he don't be scared of shit. He really do be living day to day. Saying anything as if its that easy.

I walked over to him and sat in his lap. As he rubbed on my waist.

"You gon be aight ok. Trust me you a smart ass girl.shit will be good with or without me."

"Jus hold me ok."

He finished his blunt and while I relaxed on him. After then he carried me to the bed. I  cuddled into his back,scared for his life. I felt as he eased out my arms. I pretended to be asleep but i watched as he loaded his guns with bullets. Then suited up in all black. I sat up in bed and stared at him. The moon light gleaming on him through the window.

"Why you aint asleep?"

"Am scared."

"Remember what i told you." As he spoke his back was turnt to me. Crawling out off bed i walked towards him. Hugged him from behind he just kept loading his clips.

"You aint letting up off me ma? I gotta no."

"No." I mumbled into his back. He chuckled lightly.

"C'mon na.amma be back in the morning when you get up."

I let up off him and he turnt around to me. He leaned down to kiss me. We kissed and it got heavy. He lifted me up layed me on the bed. We made out as he massage my breast under my shirt.

"Mhmmm" i moaned into his kiss. He pulled away pecking my lip one last time.

"Go to bed ok.amma be back when you wake up.I love you ok."

"Love you to. Be safe please."

I watched as he left with a choppa in his hand and two glocks on his hip.

I stayed up all night until my eyes gave out and i fell asleep. When i woke up i felt around for trell there was no him. My heart was heavy. I got up going out the room to go wash my face. His dad was watching tv in the living room.