I still love u

Release

(Back to Y/n before the release)

It had just started to get late it was around one hour util my release in the U.S. Me and Millie had talked about pretty much everything. Like how it was going on Stranger Things, photo shoots, boys etc. 

We had watched a lot of movies and we had eaten way too much snacks that it hurt in our stomaches.

Suddenly it was only 1 minuet until the release. Me and Millie had a countdown on my instagram story. Then we filmed while we danced to my songs in my living room.

I paused the music and started tell my phone about my tour in Europe. I told them all the information. I was so happy, I still can't believe that I have so many supporters.

After around ten minuets of just dancing and celebrating we sat down on my couch and checked social media.

I answered all my friends who had sent a congrats message. Jules and Jayden had sent me a video of them singing my songs. They were so sweet.

I scrolled through my dms and decided to answer some of my supporters dms. I opened one that I recognized. It was a dm from Issie, Louis big sister.

When Louis cheated on me I unfollowed them everywhere and I pretty straight away I went to La. 

DM between Y/n and Issie Partridge.

Issie
Hi Y/n! You probably won't see this but I just wanted to tell you that I'm so proud of how long you've come PS: Me and Millie are your biggest fans❤️

Y/n
Hi Issie❤️ Thank you so much for always supporting me. Love that both you and Millie are listening to my music. I also wanted to apologize for that I just broke contact with both you and Millie. But you know for what happened. It was just to hard❤️ You, Millie and I maybe can meet up when I get to London in like a few months?
Say hi to Millie from me❤️

Issie
Hi again Y/n. Thanks for taking your time to answer me. I just wanted to say that both me and Millie would love to meet up and that we totally understand that you broke contact with us. What Louis did was a dick move. <3

Y/n
Okay, perfect but I dm you when I get to London <3

After that I started follow Issie and I requested to follow Millie again. I miss them so much. The Partridge family was like my only friends in London. I'm at least gonna see them in London. I'm gonna stay there longer then the other places because I want to meet my grandparents that still lives there. I haven't meet them since we moved away from London.

After I replied to Issie's and more supporters dms. Me and Millie decided to go to bed. Tomorrow we were gonna have interviews. Millie was gonna have some Enola Holmes interviews and I was gonna have some about my new album. 

Millie went to sleep in one of the guest rooms and I went up to my bedroom. I did my skincare and brushed my teeth then I went to lay in my comfy bed. When I laid there I just thought about London. When I lived in London I was so unhappy. I had much anxiety every day and struggled with food. Now I live here in a house that I was able to buy for me and my mom at the age of seventeen. I had many people that loved my music and loved me. They loved me for being me. In a lot of interviews I had talked about my anxiety and my relationship with food. I had opened up about me being bullied and in one interview I mentioned that I had a boyfriend who cheated on me but I didn't like talking about that. 

I guess I got lost in my mind because now the clock was 2am. So after I plugged in my AirPods and put on a chill playlist to sleep to. After around 5 minuets I fell asleep. 

A/N 

Hi! Hope you like this chapter. Soon a little reunion. Am I the only one who sleeps with my airpods in or do anyone else do that? Because all my friends are like no that's so weird. But I think it's normal.