I still love u

Y/n?

Louis's pov

Today I had to wake up pretty early. It was a normal Monday and time for school. I went up and put on my school uniform. Brushed my teeth and put on my normal silver chain that I always wear. 

Then I walked downstairs to eat some breakfast. At the breakfast table both Millie and Issie already sat eating their breakfast. 

"Did you see that Y/n is coming to London?" Millie asked Issie

" Yes, and actually I sent a dm to her and just said that I love her music and stuff like that and guess what?" Issie said with an excitement in her voice. 

"What?" Millie said nervous and excited at the same time. 

"She replied and asked if we wanted to meet up when she's coming to London. I guess she's gonna stay here for a while. Meet her family you know?" Issie said while she took up her spoon with her yoghurt on. 

My body froze. Y/n was gonna meet up with my sisters. Of course I could't stop them. They were her biggest fans. They were like proud moms of her. 

"Wait does she wanna meet us? Like Louis to?" Millie asked as she looked at Issie and me. 

"No, she actually asked to meet just us two. And she apologized for breaking contact with us but you know. After what happened I understand her. I guess she's lucky that she never had to go back to school. She went to La pretty straight after their break up." Issie said with a bit on annoyance in her voice. 

I could tell that she was a bit upset that it was mostly my fault that Y/n had left London. 

"Yeah right. Ah I feel bad for her." Millie said with a sadness in her voice.  

"Can you please stop talking about her?" I said while I raised my voice. 

"But she's our friend and she was your friend even girlfriend until you f*cked up okay? So we can talk about her how much we want because she hasn't done anything wrong. It was you that did wrong. And still she's the bigger person and ask her ex boyfriend who cheated on her sisters to meet up" Issie said as she raised her voice back at me. 

I walked out from the kitchen and put on my shoes and went to go to my bus. I knew I had to sit there and wait for like 20 minuets. I could have gone later but I didn't wanna hear them talk about Y/n. It just made me feel worse. 

When I got to school I went up to my friends. They all talked about Y/n too. ugh why does everyone talk about her. 

"Did you see that Y/n is coming to London. She's having a concert and I think we should go" Jacob said. 

Jacob wasn't really one of my friends he was more of a boy in my friend group. He wasn't the nicest guy, he wasn't good influence. Mom had even warned me about him. 

"Didn't you date her Louis?" Noah said.

Noah was my closest friend in my friend group. He was a nice guy who respected others. 

"Yeah, yeah I did" I said a bit uncomfortable. I didn't like to talk about it. I wasn't proud of me cheating. 

"I'm so jealous. She's so hot. Why did you guys break up?" Jacob asked. I didn't like how he talked about her. Sure she was hot but she was so much more then that. She was one of the sweetest and kindest girls I knew. 

"Um I.. kind of cheated on her." I said with a quiet voice. 

"What so you're the guy that broke her heart and she made all the songs about?" Noah asked. He knew that we had been together but he didn't know that I cheated on her. 

"She has written songs about me?" 

I knew that she had written songs but I didn't think they were about someone specific. I thought she was just written different songs about what she felt about. 

"Yeah, She has written the most of her songs about a guy that cheated on her. And that boy is you. haha genius." Jacob said while laughing.  

"I think what he did is mean. He broke her heart and have you guys even listen to her songs? They are heart breaking. She really sounds hurt." Noah said defending her. Noah was always the most mature in our friend group. 

"Yeah boring, boring Louis you and I have to go to her concert. We can get tickets in the front row. Then we film and when she sees you. She will be totally frozen. Then you go up and hug her and we can publicly embarrass her." Jacob said chuckling and proud of his idea. 

"No, Louis you have done enough to this poor girl. She's finally happy and your not gonna destroy that. When she's here your gonna ignore her okay? Don't break her heart again." Noah said looking into my eyes. He seemed a bit angry now. 

"Yeah, he's right. I have already broken her heart. How can you say such a thing. I will not embarrass her. She's happy. She has build up a fantastic career and I have too. I have my acting. I will just focus on that now. Not any girl. And its already hard to see that my sisters are meeting up with her. So can we stop talk about that now?" I said as me and Noah started walking towards our lockers. 

"Fine, fine calm down" Jacob said while he started walking the other way. 

A/N 

Thank god Louis has realized that it was wrong what he did. Also I don't think Louis is like that in real life. Remember this is just a book. 

So what do you guys think of this book so far?