I still love u

Goodbye

Louis's pov

I wake up by my alarm clock going on. I turn it off and I quickly get up and put on some comfy clothes. I jump into the car and drive for around 20 minuets before I'm at Y/n's grandparents. 

Lou <3

I'm outside now <3

                                                                                                                                                                                          Y/n <3 

                                                                                                                                                                           Coming <3

I sit there and scroll on my phone until Y/n open the back door and put in a suitcase. She jumps in. As soon as our eyes meet I see her eyes are red. We both hug and she puts on her seatbelt. We put on some calm music and starts driving to the airport. We hold each others hands all the way to the airport. 

I park the car and both of us jump out from the car. I take her suitcase and she put her hood and sunglasses on. She knows it risky being out alone without security. She's wearing my black hoodie I gave her a few days ago. 

We go into the airport and she check in her bags. It's now we are being separated. 

"I'll miss you" I say as I pull her into a hug

"I'm gonna miss you too" She says and I see her eyes getting more and more watery. 

We share a short kiss and then she needs to go. 

"You need to go now" I say to her

"But I don't want too" She says close to bust into tears

"Come on. You can call me as soon as you land" I say trying to make her feel better

"Bye" She looks into my eyes and she's now crying. 

"Hey, I love you okay+" I say

"I love you too" She says before starting to walk away

Y/n's pov

I start to walk away from Louis. I look back and I see that he has turned around and is on his way to walk out from the building. 

"I can't do this" I think to myself. 

In an impulse I run up to Louis who's standing next to his car now. I pull him into a long kiss. We break the kiss and embrace each other. 

"You need to go now Y/n" I hear Louis say as his voice is cracking. 

"Promise you visit me soon?" I ask in worry

"I'll visit you as soon as I can. Okay?"

We quickly kiss each other again. 

Then we both turn around and I walk back into the airport and I see Louis car drive away pretty fast. 

I go through security and go to the gate. I'll sit there waiting for around 20 minuets until it's time to board. I go on the plane and only after 20 minuets of flying I was asleep. I was completely exhausted. I didn't tell Louis but before he was picking me up I had a panic attack. I didn't want him to worry. 

When I woke up it was only 30 minuets left on the flight. I've slept for around 11 hours. I hadn't really texted Jules or Jayden through the whole London visit. Of course while I was visiting the other countries we facetimed at least once a week. But now when I got to London everyone of us had been busy.