You can't hide the love.

"Harry you can't make feelings disappear. You can only act on them"

This is still the same day by the way just with Harry now..I hope I'm not moving it to fast. This is short im sorry.

Love you all😘Nattie💕

(Harrys pov)

"What is wrong with you?!" Liam said storming into my room. Mum must have let him in.
"What do you mean what's wrong with me??" My eyebrows knitted together.
"Why do you have to be such a prick to him??" He said with a now red angry face. Liam doesn't normally get like this, something has to really push him over the edge for this to happen. I don't understand what I've done that's so bad.

"To who??" I asked still oblivious.
"To louis Tomlinson!!" He shouted.
"Why can't you just treat him like anyone else?? Hm. You make him feel like shit you know-"
"Shut up" I said quietly.
"I was with him and niall earlier on after you hurt him. Why the fuck do you think it's ok to do that?!" He cried.
"Shut up" I said louder.
"You can't fuck with someone for no reason. It's a shitty think to do Harry a real shitty thing-"
"Shut up!!" I shouted cutting him off. He stopped and stood still.
"Why Harry just tell me why" he said with a sad look.
"I don't wanna talk about it" I muttered to myself, looking down to my lap.

The bed dipped and I looked up to see him sitting the with a comforting look on his face.
"I'm your best friend Harry, you can tell me" he said squeezing my leg.
"I can't" I said ashamed.

Yeah I know it's a shitty thing to do to him. He doesn't deserve this. No wonder he wouldn't ever want to be with me, I'm such a dick to him. He's far to amazing so be with such a prick like me.

"Harry you can. I won't judge you" he said.
"B-because..he..I.." I stuttered out.
"Take your time harry"
"I-I can't let h-him know how I f-feel about him" I stuttered with a few tears dripping from my eyes.

I feel so vulnerable, I never let anyone see me like this.
"How do you feel about him??" He asked sympathetically.
"I-I really really L-like him" I said dropping my head once more.
"Then why do you bully him Harry??" He asked confused.
"Because he would never want me. He would just laugh at me. If I pretend like I hate him then maybe my feelings will go away" ,
"Harry you can't make feelings disappear. You can only act on them" he said with a warm smile.
"How long??"
"Since I met him" I admitted sheepishly. I laughed.
"How could you have kept this from me for 2 years. You sly bastered" he said with a loud chuckle.
"I can fool anyone" I said with a small smirk.
"Yeah but seriously you should talk to him about it yeah" he suggested.
"Maybe.."

"So how about we get Zayn over and we can have a movie night??"
"Yeah sounds good to me"
"Great, I'll call him"

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Zayn arrived only Half an hour after we called him and now we're all sitting here watching 22 jump street.
"Thank you guys" I said interrupting the movie.
"What for??" Zayn said beside me with a warm smile.
"Being here for me. I love you both" I said pulling them both into a hug.
"We love you to but for get all sappy Mate or we'll all be crying" he faked Wiping his eyes. We all laughed together an continued on with the film playing.

Aw I feel all sad now..😞

Love you all😘Nattie💕