I totally had the motivation to do this and didn't just not do it wtf you mean bro
Anyway enjoy sluts
Im sorry i started just crying after saying sluts i cannot
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Oh yeah angst btw lolsiesss
Drè POV
I quickly look over to the reciprocating bed only to be met with the same brown eyes that still seem haunt, yet enchant and enlighten me.
"Clay?"
I couldn't stop them anymore. The tears flew down my face at a extirodinaringly fast rate coming and not seeming to want to stop. I couldn't help it. I adverted my gais as to not worsen the situation. I fucked up was all that went through my mind. Loud sobs left my mouth as i just broke down right infront of my friend- no crush...? Maybe. I couldn't care less about what i thought about him in that moment all i cared about was how i just lost them. If only I knew.. And to think we seemed so close, and it all washed away with one phone call. IF ONLY I KNEW.. I pulled my knees up to my chest and hugged them, putting my head into them, crying hard. I turned to face away from the nightmare I had to deal with, yet this wasn't a nightmare or even a dream God I hoped it was. (it was a sapnap). I don't think I could ever face it, even if i wanted to. My breathing picked up and slowed into deep heavy breathes. My eyes burned as the tears stained my face. Every tear was a regret and mistake I had just made And the future ones you soon will make, each one coming back to hurt and punish me for my wrong-doings, and they had no mercy. A few seconds go by which felt like hours when I suddenly feel two arms wrap around me from behind holding onto me. I miss his hugs. I turn around and don't even bother to check who it was before melting into their touch, hugging them back and crying into their chest. He was so soft and kind, one of his best traits. The mystery person whispers sweet nothings into my ear as they rub circles on my back. I would never forget how easily he could comfort me. I forget about everything in the world and my focus only stays on the person I am with. How i miss being with him... Slowly, my breathing starts to go back to normal as my tears start to clear up. I pull away to look into the eyes of what felt like a savior to only be met with the same brown eyes that haunt me to this day. His eyes where always so filled with joy.. It was sapnap. The same thoughts rush through my head but instead of an angry or disappointed face I am met with a soft gentle smile. He was so kind. He looks me in the eyes and says something I could never forget.
"I love you too, Clay"
It's like my brain automated but all I know is I brought our faces together and softly kissed the boy, earning a kiss back. I pull away looking into his beautiful eyes... how I miss those eyes. I never knew, nobody did, so when it happened it came as a surprise to everyone involved. I will never forget the day we met, nor the day we shared our first kiss. God how I wish I could turn back time and change it all, what I would give to save that poor boy, but nobody could have prevented it, and thats the underlying truth. So, wherever you are Sapnap, just know you have me wrapped around your finger, and how I wish you could let me go...."
On September 17th, 2020, Popular Youtuber Sapnap committed su1cid3
I apologize about a sad ending but like hehe. Umm this took me forever and I apologize but I swear I will write more. Anyways hope you enjoyed!
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Fanficthis is just me and my friend being weird and practicing our writing skills in a fun way !not forcing any ships/relationships! !remember: we only ship the block men, not the real men! will not include: illegal shipping sexu4l as$au!t r!pe ect Enjoy...