jjk characters' and their reaction to . . . | jujutsu kaisen x reader

## jjk boys' feeling insecure about your relationship!

ITADORI YUJI .

"people really die." that was one of the lessons itadori's grandfather left him with. it's a thought that only amplifies each time he grows stronger as a jujutsu sorcerer, each time he goes on harder missions that result in even more death. and then it clicks in him, if he's becoming a stronger sorcerer, why does he see more people die each time? the minute you get even a scratch on you, he nearly breaks down. in his mind all he can see is your face blending into the masses of mangled bodies. itadori begins pushing you away, going on missions without telling you, even training with anyone else but you. everyone notices. everyone tells him how he's destroying his own relationship, and he knows. but he'd rather rip your heart to shreds than watch you die.

FUSHIGURO MEGUMI .

fushiguro knows his stotic and cold exterior can push people away, but you had always told him it didn't matter. that you knew who he really was behind it all. so why do you look so hurt right now? you had to know he didn't mean it. you told him you knew. fushiguro doesn't even try to apologise, why would he? he didn't mean it. it's not his fault. it's not his fault you told him it'd be okay. it's not his fault you fell in love with him despite it all. fushiguro can't bear to admit that he's hurt you just like he knew he always would, and so he blames it all on you instead. shielding his heart like he'd always done was so much easier. he loves easier.

GOJO SATORU .

you'll never be geto. gojo sees geto as his one and only, a title you'll never receive, not from him. you know it, and he does too. so why are you still with him? it's a thought that only comes to him when he's completely isolated, his head crystal clear. each time he thinks about it, it makes him curl up on himself, going back to the feeling of no one truly understanding him in this cruel world, no one but geto. but how can that be? why can't he just accept your love and give you the same love back? deep down he knows the answer to that too. it's a quote he says often - "jujutsu sorcerers are insane." - gojo knows he fits into that category too, knows he's too messed up to truly love and be loved. thoughts like these make him feel weak, gojo hates feeling weak. and now he hates you.

NANAMI KENTO .

nanami isn't one to typically doubt himself, but he often wonders if he does enough for you. he knows he's not the best with his feelings or words, but he tries his best. you do know that, don't you? you're not particularly nanami's first relationship, but you are the first person he's ever felt this way for, ever truly loved. he doesn't know what to do with these feelings for you, or how to properly convey them. nanami won't ever ask for reassurance however, and he's so good at controlling his emotions you'll never even realise he needs it. he's only human, and he's not all to surprised when he succombs to his emotions and insecurities, breaking your heart. you're left utterly confused, drowning in your tears as you try to figure out where your seemingly perfect relationship went wrong.

INUMAKI TOGE .

all inumaki ever wanted when he was younger was to be 'normal'. now that he's older, he knows how to push away these thoughts, knows how to calm himself down before his insecurities eat him up. and then he begins dating you. inumaki doesn't understand it, doesn't understand how you can understand his onigiri language so perfectly, doesn't understand how you can deal with his pranks and clingy affections, doesn't understand why you ever fell in love with a boy who can't even tell you he loves you too. inumaki clings to you even more, gets more insecure each time he sees you with someone 'better'. he doesn't even realise how controlling and suffocating he's become until he goes to hold you close once more, and all his arms close around is air.

YOSHINO JUNPEI .

it takes junpei a while to understand that you do love him, but he'll never understand why. he's the quiet nerdy kid that nobody even takes a second glance at. the perfect victim for school bullies with nothing better to do. that's what junpei's seen himself as all his life. what does he have to offer you? he can't give you the same bright eyed smiles you give him, the same affectionate kisses on his bruises that make everything seem okay. its days like these that junpei begins to close in on himself again, begins to see the kindness in your eyes as pity and doubt all your affections once more. but junpei can't bring himself to push you away, can't help the selfish part of him that wants you to stay even if this is all an act. and so, junpei holds you close instead, patiently waiting for the day you decide to give up this pity act.

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a.n / reading angst makes me cry but writin it <3 

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