Here we were.
My mom was leaving for any other 'business trip'.
I know it's not actually for here work, hell I know she doesn't even work, it's just a lame as excuse to go to bars and have sex with random guys.It's a shitty thing and wish that I had never even figured it out but here I was.
I little love I had for her died every time this happened.
It's bullshit that she'll just up and leave her kid to go get a couple stds from random guys from god knows were she's even going!?
She never tells me she just says she's going on a trip and leaves for months at a time leaving barely enough money to pay for bills and groceries.
Hell?! I don't even buy groceries often cause I don't eat so it's not even enough!
It's bullshit!
I still love her but I often wonder how much longer that love for her will last.
(Short but unsure this chapters are more to just fill in spots so it makes more sense)