Pesy One Shots

I want you..

"I can't do this anymore Perrie, I fell out of love with you a month ago and I can't be with you and lie to you anymore"

"What did I do? I can change! Alex- please don't do this"

"I'm sorry Perrie.."

That memory coming back to haunt Perrie has been the only thing on her mind, laying in bed, alone, tired but can't sleep, hungry but unable to eat.

She's here though, the only one who hasn't truly left Perrie, she's her best friend.

"Jes?" Perrie called hoping she was still awake next to her.

"Yeah hun?"

"Am i not good enough?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Am I not good enough? I mean Alex left me, I don't really have any friends other than you guys, I just feel useless"

Jesy sat up and looked at her as though she had three heads, then chuckled.

"Of course you're good enough Perrie, he's an asshole. He doesn't deserve you and he never did deserve you in the first place, you deserve someone to love you and be with you all the time, not him."

Tears were slipping out, she didn't even have the energy to hide it anymore. She was broken.

"Come here babe"

She wrapped her arms around her making the younger girl feel safe and secure.

Eventually Perrie fell asleep wrapped up in her arms with Jesy humming a soft lullaby, soothing her.

The next morning comes quick for Perrie, there was no nightmares, just a calm peaceful sleep. She woke up in Jesys arms, snuggling back in, not wanting to get up just yet.

As soon as Jesy started to stir, Perrie untangled herself from her embrace and headed over to the toilet.

"Do you want anything to eat?"

"Uh yeah just whatever you're having, thanks."

She then left to go towards the kitchen and make a start on breakfast.

"Perrie?"

She recognised the voice straight away and quickly spun round,

"Alex."

"Perrie, I am really sorry for the way I ended things, it turns out I haven't fell out of love with you, this time away from you these last two weeks have made me realise just how much I do love you and miss you.."

"Alex.. I- I um.. don't know what to say"

"Will you go on a date with me, clean slate. We could try again?"

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Meanwhile, Jesy was in her room brainstorming ideas on how she could tell Perrie about her feelings, but she needed help, there's only one person in the the house who knows the blonde better than herself. Jade and Leigh.

She grabbed her things and quickly knocked on the girls' shared room door hoping they were awake.

"Jes, hey! Come in! How are you?"

Leigh, always so happy in the morning, Jesy honestly didn't understand how she could be so cheery at 8:30 in the morning.

"Hey Leigh, listen I have a dilemma and I just needed some help."

"Hit me!"

Jes told him all about her feelings for her younger band mate, how she truly makes her feel and she was nothing but supportive,