Pesy One Shots

you are my everything

Jesy and Perrie had been a thing for 3 months, they managed to keep it a secret from everyone including they're bandmates, which shocked both the girls, both of them wanted to post about how much they love each other and be open but the only problem with that, Jesys family, her family are openly homophobic and would disown her if they found out she was in love with a woman and it hurt Jesy that she wouldn't be able to spend any holidays with her beautiful girlfriends because of her parents views.

Jesys Pov

Me and Perrie were doing our usual before the show which is sneak off and have a mini make out session in our dressing room and i'm surprised we've been able to hide for 3 months we aren't the best at keeping the flirting on the down low and of course i flirt with all the girls but i do it more with Pez and i don't think the girls suspect anything, well, that was until 2 seconds ago when Jade walked in on us. 'AHHH JES PEZ WHAT THE FUCK WHEN DID THIS START' Jade shouted with a mix of happiness and awkwardness 'um about three months ago...' Perrie replied cautiously 'Oh my god i gotta tell Leigh, can i tell leigh please!' Jade asks now excited 'ughh fine jadey but don't tell anyone else' i said kinda embarrassed but happy she's so accepting, and with that she ran out the room and all i heard was Leigh's high pitched scream- 'shes gonna run in here and bombard us with questions ain't she?' My blue eyed beauty asked me 'yeop' i replied longing out the p at the end and i was right because a few second later a very excited Leigh-Anne came running in seeing Perrie in my arms, 'Holy shit it is true!! omg i'm so happy for you two!!!' Leigh said happily and me and Pez just looked at each other with the biggest smile ever, but then i remembered something, my parents, and then i started freaking out and Perrie noticed instantly and shouted for Leigh to get Jade so she ran out and Perrie held me whispering soothing words in my ear and rubbing my back trying to calm me down and of course it did. Once i caught my breathe again the girls were looking at me as if to say "do you wanna tell us what happened" so i just decided i might as well tell them. 'um... my- my parents are extremely homophobic and Pez already knows and she's been so supportive on not telling anyone but i can tell she wants to and now you guys know i'm really happy that you know and are okay with this but my parents, they- they would disown me and i'm not ready for that and i'm scared that it's gonna get out and i'll have no parents, i don't- i don't want that- i want my family' i said sobbing into Perries neck 'babe we love you so if word did get out we'd be here and you know my family love you, my mum especially, she can never stop asking when your coming to visit next' Perrie says with a laugh at the end 'i know and i'm so grateful for Debbie but i just wish my family understood like she does' i said smiling sadly 'i know babe, i know' Perrie said before kissing me softly.

After that we just had a group hug and i eventually got myself together and we went out and did the performance.

As usual, after our performance we went out and celebrated in the nearest club. I was with Perrie all night because i was still quite upset about earlier and she knew that so she didn't leave my side and i'm forever grateful to have such an amazing girlfriend because i know no matter what happens she'll always be by my side and i couldn't do anything without her.

It's probably about midnight now and it's fair to say me and Pez are a bit drunk, so drunk that she's just dragged me into the toilet to make out with me and i'm so drunk i don't know what's happening but all i know is i'm enjoying it so by the time i realising what we're doing there's already girls in the bathroom with their jaws dropped and their phones out filming.

Perries Pov

After Jes realised what happened she ran out the toilets so fast and i quickly followed her shouting for her but she didn't turn around, eventually she stopped running and sat at a bus stop, as soon as i got to her she burst out crying in my arms, she was terrified and i didn't know what to do, so i just called for our driver and told him to take us home.