Pesy One Shots

God, This Was Perfect.

A/N: I'm so overjoyed with Pez and Leigh's announcements!! So i'm taking this time in this A/N to say that this has nothing against alex, nor do i dislike him. I love him more than anything and i think he's amazing with Pezza, however, these OneShots are clearly just fictional (as much as we wish they weren't🥲), so i'll continue to post and i'm not gonna burst everyone's little Pesy bubble so I have full respect to alex and i love alerrie so much. Anyways: onto the one shot😚

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Perrie Edwards announces first baby with Alex Oxlade-Chamberlain!

Jesy sighs as she sees the post, seeing the love of her life be happy with someone else is hard but seeing them becoming a family is ever harder. She wished she had just told Perrie how she felt back in 2016 before Alex came and swooped in. One of the main reasons the brunette decided to leave the band was because it was hurting too much, she's seen them together for 4 years and now.. she's just gave up.

She'll always love her and that's just a fact, she's dated here and there to try and take her mind off it but nothing ever worked.

She met Chris- who was a closeted gay at the time who quickly became her best male friend- and they started dating in the public eye so it didn't seem too suspicious.

Late at night when they would have their sleepovers and gossips it would no doubt end in Jesy sobbing her heart out in Chris' arms, asking him over and over if she's good enough for Perrie, which she never felt she was.

She was throwing herself into the deep end, slowly becoming the old Jesy- sad, depressed, unmotivated.

Even after Chris and Jesy 'split up' Chris still came over nearly every night to see how she was and honestly? she's never been more grateful.

The only other person who knew she was in love with Perrie was Jade.

The girls kept in close contact even after the split from Jesy-compared to what the media says- and when Perrie had told the girls personally Jesy has to reply with, oh my god i'm so happy for you!!❤️, even tho it kills her inside.

A knock on the door interrupts Jesy's thoughts and cries, she wonders who it would be since it was eleven at night, however, she didn't think it would be anything bad.

She opens the door to see Chris, with a concerned look on his face and a bottle of wine in his hand,

"Thought we might need this?"

Jesy let him in and immediately engulfed him in a hug, sobbing.

"I know hun. I know. Let it out"

The distraught girl latched onto her best friends torso, while he was looking at her with panic; he had never seen Jesy like this before.

"I- I'm sorry- I just, I thought I could get over this, but I can't"

"It's alright love, you're allowed to feel like this. Have you spoke to Jade?"

Chris knows that Jade knows about Jesy's secret and he was grateful someone else knows other than him, so Jesy has more people she can talk to.

"No-" she said sniffling "-I didn't want to bother her, she'll just get worried and end up needing to tell Leigh and we know Leigh can't keep a secret- but god i love her for it." She let out a small chuckle when she thought back to the moments she had shared with Leigh, when she couldn't keep her mouth shut and ended up spoiling stuff. She misses seeing the girls everyday.

Chris tells Jesy to get comfy on the couch while he goes and gets the wine glasses but while he was getting the glasses, he sent Jade a quick text. He knows Jesy doesn't want to bother her but she needs her here, whether she knows it or not.