Lust | Wonwoo

Leave the Past in the Past

"That was so much fun," I giggled out as I pushed myself out of the little bumper car, Wonwoo immediately comes to my side and helps me out. "You're tough is all I can say, I think I've hit my knee against my steering wheel a couple of times," he says and I roll my eyes. I thank him for helping me out and straining my outfit back out.

"It wouldn't hurt if you wasn't so tall, I guess being short does have it's perks." I grinned up at him, he stares at me with a smile plastered on his face. I couldn't help but admire him, I know i say this all the time, but he's gorgeous. I didn't realize I was inching closer, till his head dip down ready to plant a delicious kiss upon my lips and I was most definitely ready for it. But after his lips quickly left my cheek, he walked away and left me confused. I thought he wanted this? But yet, he won't even give me a simple peck on the lips.

I push back the waterworks that was threatening to leave my eyes, and looked towards the direction of Jungkook and Yugyeom. I studied them, watching to see how a true couple reacts, they were
Currently getting those cliche shirts with their faces on them. Giggling and looking happily in love, why can't I have that.

Then I poked over at DK and Seri, it seemed like they were arguing by the way Seri was huffing and puffing. They were toxic and sweet at the same time, I could never have that type of relationship. Thinking about it, I don't even know what I want anymore. I took off down the path to explore the rest of the carnival without anyone noticing, I just needed some time to think and to be alone with my thoughts. Which is usually never a good thing to do anyways.

It was such a beautiful day today, I felt like I had no worries, no job, nothing significantly important in my life to sort out. I felt free, I felt as if I was fourteen again. When I was a child, my parents always brought me here, instead of letting me go on school trips. It was my favorite place to be at the time, but when I got into high school they fought a lot and eventually divorced. Then my favorite place to be was my bedroom at my Nana's, then she passed away my junior year and I truly felt alone then. Nothing helped me, the pills, the therapists, not even my own parents understood how felt. But now that I think about it, I don't understand it myself.

I made my way down the the kids section, I watched some children splash water at themselves and then me. I just giggled and began to play with them, I probably got some weird looks by some parents but whatever. "Hey! I'll get you back." I hollered at the young kids as they laughed, while shooting me with water guns.

"Jungkook said you'd might be here somewhere," I hear a voice say behind me. I still and frown down at the water. "Why did you run off?" Wonwoo asked, I shrugged and stepped out of the small pool. I was completely soaked, but I didn't mind it, it felt refreshing.

"Wanted to think." I say walking pass him not even giving him a glance. I walked back to our friends with my arms crossed the whole time, Wonwoo walking behind me the rest of the way. "What the fuck, you're soaking." Jungkook says.

"Ha, that's what he said," DK blurts out and we all look at him. "You're such an idiot," Vernon groans beside him.

"Was at the pond playing with some kids." I mumble sitting down beside him. "What do you guys want to do now?"

"I want to ride the Ferris Wheel later, can we baby?" Seri asked her Husband and he kissed her temple after replying a yes. "How about we swim till then?"

"Sounds good to me," Wonwoo speaks.

"I think I'll just go back to the house." I mumbled pressing a hand to my stomach. "I feel sick," that was a lie.

"Seungkwan and I will go with you." Vernon says giving me a small smile, I nod standing up. The boys follow me down the path, but Jungkook caught up to us and stopped me.