Reign of the Supreme

Diescisotso

Blood can be smelled from her body. Sweat can even fill a dozen of bucket.

Her veins seems to pop at any moment. She can feel her blood circulating in her body at a fast speed. The air surrounding her kept on fluctuating.

As the pressure kept on rising her body begun to tremble. Due to her condition and exposure with this pressure she fainted.

In the midst of the darkness she found light. Her world was surrounded with black misfortune and that light of hope started to fade.

"It's pathetic." Czarina said to herself. Immerse in her own world.

Her suffering and pain came back, played back to her mind. Endless abyss.

From her past lives, she asked to herself. "When did I had ever felt contentment?"

Her soul which gone through much kept on shouting for freedom and something she can't name.

A tik of the clock was vibrated inside of her mind. Time kept running, it moves forward and never dared to step back.

You won't have the chance to know, regret will surge you even before you would be aware.

Czarina kept on walking. Found nothing except of herself floating in misery.

Her eyes started to dim as water are forming. Drops of it can be heard through out on her own world. So silent that it drives her crazy.

Her lips pursed. Denying everything.
Her small lips opened and a sob can be heard. Full or sorrow and pain.

"I am a child!!! I should experience to be a child!!" She shouted. Her sould was crashed.

Is she happy with her knowledge? Is she lucky?

Her life was miserable. And she had not only experience it once it was many times.

Her heart started to numb. The beauty in her clear eyes was dissipating. It's slowly disappearing.

How many life times? And all of it ended with her death. And now, remembering those, made her numb heart feel pain.

She begun to be crazy. Sobs turned to laughter. The laughter she's producing was not even filled with joy but with resentment.

Any living being who will see her will feel their heart cold.

She is a child. Supposedly to experience good life but ended in the same fate.

As her emotions kept swirling deep within, she was drowned in darkness.

"Wake up! Be brave, Czarina. Live your life and lead it. Don't let anyone control you.." A soft voice whispered in her ear as she woke up.

Scenes in her mind pass through. Remembering what happened.

What the voice said was right, she told herself. Lead my own life.

A strike of realization entered her. From her rebirth, all she wanted was affection. She was deprived of it and continued to develop her strength as its best.

She.... Where was she going? Where was she heading? She is desperately clueless.

She doesn't even have a will of life, because the fact is, everything she's done. What she accomplished was all due to being afraid.

Afraid of having no value and die again.

But... That voice was right.

"I might not able to reborn again and should live this life to the fullest.