SBI X CHILD READER (Going through editing)

004- a home? Or yet another house

(Sorry the last chapter was kinda short. This one is going to be longer)

TRIGGER WARNING:
Bullying, panic attack, people being straight up bitches, Implied suicidal thoughts.Please let me know if I've missed any.

(A/N this has not been edited so it may be a bit messy)

Y/N POV:

I am not going to cry. If I was to do so it would only spiral into something more. And I couldn't afford for that to happen not right now.
The Minecraft family would get 2 days to look at files of the children they met them they would make a decision. The child would then get 2 days to pack and say goodbyes.

(A/N- probably not how it works because I don't know but this is how it happens in this universe)

I didn't expect to be the one to get told I was being adopted. I never was and I never would be. But somewhere in this body of mine, hope had built a shrine.
It was useless hope, fools hope ,but it was the first hope I had felt in a long time.
Even though I didn't stand a chance.

The two days past and I was swiping through my phone; I was looking at some drawing inspiration because I was straight up dry. In my ears I had my rather trash earphones and had my playlist on repeat:

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(🍄Y/N's Playlist🍄)

Arcade-Duncan Laurence

It's alright-Mother Mother

Brave as a noun-AJJ

Babooshka-Kate Bush

Burning pile-Mother Mother

Soldier, Poet, King-The Oh Hellos

Sweet hibiscus tea-Penelope Scott

American Healthcare (Glitzy)-Penelope Scott

Sweater weather-The Neighbourhood

Serotonin-The girl in red

You only want me 'cause you want my sister-Evelyn Evelyn

My ordinary life-The living tombstone

Bird song-Florence + The Machine

Sarcasm-Get scared

MY POWER-Beyoncé

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I was on serotonin when I heard a knock on the door. I half heartedly answered "Come in."
Just in that moment my door opened to a beaming Katrina. She closed my door behind her and looked like the happiest person in the world.

"I wonder who died for this to be that good of news"

After her next words left my heart stopped. The world had just stopped for a lifetime. Just that little moment. This insignificant event had just occurred.

"Your being adopted."

My heart had just dropped. Still dropping. Forever falling into a dark abyss.