Cheat List || Taekook

Chapter 32

Nervous. That would probably be the best way to describe how Taehyung felt right now. The boy was slowly walking up the stairs of the apartment complex which he used to call his home. All his memories with Bogum flashed before the grey haired boy's eyes with every step he took closer to their front door, or rather Bogum's front door. Apart from some clothes and personal belongings there wasn't anything left in that house that the singer longed for anymore. The love and warmth it had once meant to Taehyung were gone for months now and this whole complex now only was an empty shell of what used to be Taehyung's everything.

With every step Taehyung took his heart began to beat faster in his chest and the nervous feeling began to become more and more prominent. He had no idea how Bogum would react to what Taehyung was going to say and the grey haired boy could only hope that he wouldn't make a big deal out of everything. Their relationship had gone downhill the last couple of months and Taehyung was pretty sure he wasn't the only one who had noticed that. Bogum surely must have noticed the same thing as well and thus it was about damn time that they would let go of each other. Only then would the two of them be able to open their hearts once more, only this time not for each other but for someone else.

Of course the face of a certain brunette immediately flashed in front of Taehyung's eyes at the thought of love. Jungkook had been the perfect boy in Taehyung's eyes for years now. Ever since the younger had started his career as an idol Taehyung had taken a liking in him and now that he had gotten to know him in real life his celebrity crush had evolved into an actual crush. He was finally ready to admit to himself that he liked Jungkook.

Taehyung didn't like Jungkook for the reason most people liked him. He didn't care that the younger had a lot of money or that he was handsome as hell. Nope, Taehyung had fallen for who the boy truly was. The cheeky brunette who took him on ice cream dates and who made him blush with all the flirting he unintentionally did. Jungkook was so much more than just an idol and the grey haired boy considered himself lucky to get to know the other side of the boy. That side was even more perfect that the one he showed off to the public.

It didn't take Taehyung long to finally reach the front door he had walked through so many times before. To the grey haired boy it almost felt as if he was coming home, only he wasn't. The idea of him and Bogum had already started to fade away in the singer's mind, without a chance of it ever coming back. The older would always occupy a special place in Taehyung's heart, for he was his first love. However one day Taehyung would meet someone who'd take up the bigger part of his heart, the part that once belonged to Bogum. Until maybe one day, they forgot about each other completely.

Taehyung took a deep breath before he raised his hand and knocked on the door loudly. To the singer it would be very impolite if he just used the key that was still in his possesion to let himself in. He didn't pay for this apartment and while it had been his home for quite some time it just didn't feel like that anymore. Funny how he had become to feel like a guest in his own apartment.

It didn't take long before the door was opened and Taehyung stood face to face with Bogum. The older male looked exactly the same as always. His raven locks messily tangled with each other and the always dazzeling smile present on his face. The older male's face looked slightly shocked as soon as he realised that it was Taehyung that was standing in front of him but as soon as it appeared it disappeared again.

"Taehyung!" Bogum spoke, his voice filled with emotion. Before Taehyung himself noticed it Bogum lunged forward and wrapped his strong arms around the grey haired boy's petite frame. Immediately the strong scent of the older boy's cologne hit Taehyung's nose and the smaller boy inhaled deeply. He had given this perfume to the older male at their last anniversary and ever since Bogum had used it almost every single day, today out of all days being no exception.