Written April 28. 2021
Anxious and stressed as my body shakes
Feeling myself crumble as my heart aches
Lost in my mind in a maze
Unable to see clear with this haze
Self doubt and uncertainty
Exhausted physically and mentally
Unable to see my worth
Having very little hope
Scared to try
Wanting to cry
Wanting to love
Scared to love
Wanting safety and security
Want to be myself comfortably
Scared of vulnerability
Uncertain about security
Waking up scared it seems
Afraid it'll all be a dream
Do I deserve to be loved
To be cuddled and hugged
I'm scared
It's all Uncertain Security
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Sorry if this poem doesn't really make sense, but it's about being afraid and having self doubt.
About being scared to be loved while being uncertain about its sincerity. Of wanting to show your true self to someone else, but afraid of being vulnerable. Wanting to feel safety and security but scared to be used and broken. Being full of self doubt and wondering if you're good enough. Being scared that it will all just be a dream.
This poem is really jumbled up I guess haha. I guess these were somethings I wanted to write down.
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