Was I not good enough...

The "Date"

Back to Briana's POV

A few hours had passed by and I was finishing up some homework when I heard a knock on the door. I got up and open it to see Mattheo standing there. "You ready to go?" He asked. "Yea Let's go." I said closing the door. As we were walking to the Astronomy Tower Mattheo kept on making little small talks and jokes that made me crack up a lot. We finally got there and I see a picnic blanket with some of my favorite snacks. Kinda like this :

Except it was at late in the day about to be night time, and in the Astronomy Tower.

I was getting a bit of a flashback since this was what me and Draco did as our first date, but I tried to push it back to the back of my head but it didn't work since Mattheo asked me if I was alright. "Are you okay, is this to much-" He started worrying. "What no, no this is wonderful its just that Draco had done this for our first date and I was getting a bit of flashbacks of it." I explained. "Oh ok I could take it down if you want." He said a bit sad. "What no this is lovely Theo." I exclaimed. "Ok, here have a seat next to me." He said patting down the seat next to him. I sat next to him and we started eating while talking. After a while the sun came down so we got to watch the beautiful sunset. "The sunset is so beautiful that I could stare at it all day." I said. "I could say the same thing about you my love ." He responded. I than blushed at his comment which made him smile. The stars then came out and we were stargazing for a long time until I felt tired which Mattheo had notice and began to clean up the stuff. "Are you tired my love?" He asked picking up our stuff. "Just a little bit." I said yawning. "Here let me take you to your dorm." He insisted. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Yea, I mean I'll get to spend a bit more time talking with you." He smiled. "Ok then lets go." I said tired and quiet. On our wake back we were holding hands and making small little jokes trying not to get caught since it was late and past school hours. We got to my dorm, I unlocked the door and turned around to face Mattheo. "Thank you Theo I had a really fun time with you today." I whispered. "It was my pleasure I also had a lot of fun with you today as well Bri, hopefully we could do this again sometime if you liked" He asked. "I'd love to Theo." I stated. "Ok great, also was this a date?" He asked a bit nervous. "Oh uhh well I did just get out of a relationship like two days ago and I don't want to rush anything or put any labels just yet. I'm sorry." I apologize. "Oh ok no worries I'll wait until your ready." He understood. "Ok well I'll see you tomorrow?" I asked. "Yea I'll see you tomorrow." He said. "Ok good night Theo." I said "Good night my love." He said. I then started to blushed and headed inside my dorm. I kicked off my shoes and changed into some comfy clothes and laid down in bed thinking about Theo. I started to fancy him a bit more after we had just hang out. I did feel bad for him since I didn't want to rush anything but he understood which was something I loved about him. But then again I just had gotten out of a three year relationship with Draco which is hard since I still care about him and I still love him but I know I can't forgive him for how much pain he had put me through these past days. We would always talk about how we like our future to be and how many kids we would have and where would we live. We said that we would have 1 kid, if it were to be a girl we would name her Amelia and if were to be a boy it would be Scorpius. After we graduated Hogwarts we were gonna move to the muggle world to escape from reality. Now that I think of it this won't be happening anytime soon, right? I did start to tear up a bit since I missed him a lot but I can't go back to him knowing he hurt me and I were to go back to him how do I know he won't cheat on me again with Astoria or someone else. I then drifted to sleep with tears in my eyes and the thoughts wandering inside my head. Nine whole months had passed by and me and Mattheo were closer then ever. We had went to six dated during those two months. We both have been enjoying each other's company with the time we had been together. We did kiss a few times during the nine months as well. Our relationship was more of a friends with benefits type of thing. Me and Draco had passed by each other in the halls but had never said anything or a word to each other. I think him and Astoria didn't work since I heard she was dating Adrian Pucey. I kinda felt bad for Draco but he kinda deserved it since he got a taste of his own medicine. Pansy and Blaise were still going good with their relationship. I am still very good friends Blaise and Me and Pansy have gotten closer as well and developed a sister bond type of relationship as well. Pansy has also helped me get over Draco by helping Mattheo with dates and we would always go shopping every weekend. Right now I was getting ready for another date with Mattheo since he said he needed to ask me something. "What do you think he's gonna ask me Pans?" I asked her as I was slipping on some jewelry. "I don't know he could be asking you to be his girlfriend?" She said putting a necklace on me. "You think if he asked me would I be good enough?" I asked turning around to face her. "Of course you will, you are more then good enough. Draco was just a jerk cause look at you." She said pointing to the mirror next to us. "He's missing out on all this, but we know Mattheo is one lucky man." She said winking. "Oh shut up." I said giggling. "But I really do appreciate all of what you done for me and how you had helped me during the past nine months and I love you for that." I said tearing up a bit. "Aww I love you to and don't cry cause your gonna make me cry." She said tearing up and embracing me with a hug. We both pulled out and I finished getting ready when we heard a knock.