Was I not good enough...

Why me?

I was in my dorm studying for the up coming  potion test while listing to music. I then looked up I was in my dorm studying for the upcoming potion test while listening to music. I then looked up to see that I had gotten a text message from my best friend Pansy Parkinson. I opened it to see a picture with the caption "I'm so sorry Briana he's an asshole come to my dorm after." I opened it and saw my boyfriend Draco Malfoy kissing another girl. My heart dropped and it felt like the world had just stopped moving. I start to cry so hard, I double checked to see if it was actually him and it was, I looked at the girl and I see the one and only Astoria Greengrass. The girl he told me not to worry about. I dropped everything, grabbed my phone and ran straight to Pansy's dorm with tears streaming down my face. I knocked on her door and once she opened it and saw me she quickly embraced me with a hug. She took me to her bed trying to calm me down by stroking my hair and holding me tight while I cried in her chest. "W-h-h-yyy d-i-dd he d-o th-a-t?" I said choking on my words. "I don't know Briana he's an asshole for doing that." She said starting to tear up a bit since she didn't like to see me like this. "B-bu-tt I l-ov-ed h-im." I said crying even harder. "I know you did but your gonna have to push him away now I mean look at what he did he broke you Briana." She said. I knew she was right. He did break me but I had loved him to much so I just couldn't. A few minutes had passed by and I was till crying. We then hear the door open and we see Blaise with bloody knuckles. Blaise was mine and Draco's best friend, Pansy and him were also dating. "Omg Blaise what happened to you?" Pansy asked. "Well right after I took the picture of Draco and Astoria kissing I went up to him and started beating him up." He said. Hearing his name just made me cry more. "I'm so sorry Briana he is a asshole for doing that, you deserve so much more." He said while hugging me. "He t-o-ld me n-ot to w-or-ry a-bo-ut h-er." I said. "Shhh why don't you take a nap huh?" Pansy said still stroking my hair. "O-ok-k b-ut ca-n y-oo-u g-uys sta-y he-re?" I asked. "Yea we'll stay here with you just take a rest alright." Blaise said. "O-kk tha-nk y-ou." I said. "Your welcome darling." Pansy whispered. I started to drift off to sleep from all the crying I had been doing. I was just thinking on how I was so lucky to have Pansy and Blaise as my best friends. A few hours had passed by and I woke to shouting coming from the common room. I get up from bed and head over to the bathroom. I looked at myself and I looked like a mess. I clean up my running mascara and messy make up, I then put my hair up to a ponytail and headed to the common room. I go their to see Pansy and Blaise shouting at someone so I walked up to them. "Pansy why are you shouting?" I asked. "Oh Briana your awake, how are you feeling?" She questioned. "Umm my head is hurting but I'm still sa-" I said before getting interrupted by... "Briana I'm so sorry." He apologized. I turned around to see the one and only Draco. "Draco h-ow c-o-uld y-ou?" I asked crying once again. "It was a mistake Briana." He said. "Y-ou t-old me n-ot to w-orr-y about her Draco." "I know and it was dumb of me but can you forgive me?" He asked. At this point I was so mad that he would be asking me to forgive him. "WHAT NO YOU TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS JUST A FRIEND AND THAT SHE MENT NOTHING DRACO YOU SAID SHE MENT NOTHING BUT YOU LIED YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CHEATED, WE WERE DOING SO GOOD DRACO WE WEREN'T FIGHTING OR ANYTHING GOD DAMN IT DRACO, WE HAVE BEEN DATING FOR THREE YEARS DRACO THREE FUCKING YEARS." I yelled at him. At this point all eyes were on us. We then hear the door open and see Astoria."OH great look who we have here Astoria FUCKING Greengrass." I said. "WELL IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT I CHEATED,YOU GAVE ME A REASON TO!" Draco yelled. "WHAT how did she give you a reason Draco HUH HOW?" Pansy yelled back. "Well she never gave me any attention anymore she's always locked up in her dorm." He said. "THAT'S NOT A REASON DRACO AND I HAVE BEEN STUDYING TRYING TO KEEP UP MY GRADES SO I DON'T GET EXPELLED AND IF YOU WANTED ATTENTION WHY DIDN'T JUST ASKED I WOULD HAD GAVE IT YOU!" I yelled in frustration. "Wait what do you mean you could get expelled?" Asked Pansy. "Well I had been doing bad at school which Dumbledore told my parents and they told me if I didn't keep up my grades my parents would actually pull me away from Hogwarts." I explained. "What why didn't you tell me, I could've helped you." Draco said. "Because I was ashamed but how do I know you weren't cheating at that time, how many times have you even cheated on me?" I asked. I could see Draco look down with guilt in his face. "Draco how many times?" I asked again. That's when Astoria spoked up. "About five times but we didn't just kiss." She said with a smirked on her face. "WHAT five times Draco REALLY?" I said once again with tears on my face. "Really man I thought you were better then this." Blaise said with disappointment. "Wait what else did you guys do?" Pansy asked. "Well we slept together TWICE." She said smiling. "WHAT REALLY DRACO SHE DID'NT MEAN ANYTHING." I yelled. "Everyone else told me that you were just gonna cheat on me, and that you were gonna break my heart, I tried to prove to them that you were different I EVEN FUCKING LOST MY FRIENDS FOR YOU DRACO, and what do you do you FUCKING cheat on me WITH A SLUT." I yelled. "I'm not a slut you bitch." She replied. "Uh hunny you are everyone thinks your a slut." I snapped back. "You know what we're over if you didn't know, I wished I never even met you or loved you." I said running back to my dorm. "Wait Briana you don't mean that." Draco  yelled.