DESIRE- h.moskowitz

Chapter 24

" Kenzie wake the fuck up, you're going to the beach with us today" miguel said throwing a book at me

" ow,why the hell did you throw a book at me?" I hissed throwing the book at him back.

" because I've been trying to wake you up for the past 10 minutes and I got annoyed" he said in a hushed voice.

" Miggy what's wrong you sound upset?" I asked him whilst getting up from my bed walking over to him.

" you know Robby Keene?" He said in once again a hushed voice

" yeah why?" I questioned

" he's sensei's son" he said in a very blunt way.

" oh" was all I could reply.

" get dressed and then we'll leave" he said walking out the door before I stopped him

" who all is going?"

" hawk, moon , Demetri and me and you why?" He questioned back.

" just wondering" I replied before shutting my door and making my way over to my drawer.

I got out a black bikini that I got from American eagle last summer, and surprisingly it still fits me. I'm still not completely comfortable in my own skin yet. I mean I don't necessarily think I'm fat I just don't like how my body looks, but if I want to start getting comfortable I need to step out of my comfort zone. So with that I put the bikini on putting a pair of light-ripped shorts over them and put a flannel on, but not buttoning it. I grabbed my sunglasses and my phone and headed out the door.

SCOOBY SQUAD
Hawk., dem:), ash😛,Miggy😡 and 1 other

Kenzie:
Do I have to pick anyone up?

Hawk.
No I got my license the other day I picked dem and moon up you're good.
Read:2:14pm

" how are you feeling? Any better?" Miguel asked me as I started the car.

" I just got a headache, but better than I've felt in the past two days" I replied back bringing my sunglasses down so the sun wouldn't hit my eyes while I was driving.

" Kenzie can I ask you something?" He said in a serious voice.

" of course Miggy, shoot" i smiled at him.

" those scars the ones on your thighs, will they ever go away?" He asked in a quiet low voice almost as if he didn't want me to hear the crack in his voice when he asked the question I bet he's been dying to ask.

" if I'm being honest Miguel I really don't think so, but it's okay I don't mind them I mean yeah sure It shows that I was once weak and I wasn't the girl I am today, but I don't necessarily think that's a bad thing" I said giving him a reassuring smile, he smiled back but it was a weak one, almost as if it was fake.

"Miggy I know what you're doing. Listen, I'm okay now honestly. You don't have to worry about me anymore I'm completely fine. Yes the break up hit me pretty hard, but atleast we're on good terms now." I said looking at him.

" I'm glad you're okay kens" he said in a sweet voice as he smiled at me.

We pulled up to the beach about 10 minutes later. As we walked up I spotted hawk moon and Demetri so I pointed Miguel in that direction to make known that I spotted them.

We walked up to them and hawk and Miguel immediately started talking so I went over to Demetri and moon.

" hi dem" I said standing next to him.