Spelivia , an All American fan fiction

Chapter 19

Jordan POV: 

Walking around the house lately feels like walking in a warzone, except your the hostage sneaking trying to escape. I hate to break the tense silence that is breakfast  every morning. 

"Hey Liv, Hey Spence , what's been going on?" I look closely between the two I notice a few things , let's make a list shall we 

Spencer: 

-Eyebrow twitch ( left ) 

- stops chewing 

-looks at liv then back down quickly

-puts spoon down

-looks at me in warning 

I don't know , that's suspicious if you ask me , now onto Liv's reaction(s)

Olivia:

-stops breathing

-looked at me weirdly 

- goes back to eating 

-stops eating again 

-looks at Spencer, but stares instead of looking away.

She starts to get up , but I quickly block her way.  What the fuck is wrong with them? I swear I time lapsed into this hell hole in one chapter with no context.

(Sorry) :A/N

"Really, what the hell is this?" Silence. 

"Hello?? Am I the only one in the kitchen?"

"No, I'm here too, how are we doing?"  mom walks into the room, I was to worried about Liv running off to hear the distinctness of her heels hitting the floor.

"Mom , I thought you were going into the office early today? What happened is everything okay?" Liv says , she actually looks worried , but I can see through it. She's just finding another way to change the topic of the conversation.

"Okay whatever , if you don't want to talk I won't push you. But I'm spending the weekend with Simone. Don't kill each other while I'm gone."

Mom looks at me with confusion now trying to block my exit but I won't allow it. I don't know what else to say to her because I don't know what's going on either.

"I tried mom, I'm tired. I'll check back in tomorrow , is that okay?" She gives me a sympathetic look , I don't know what to do with that either? But she eventually nods. I continue out of the kitchen without another word. 

I don't have time to deal with their drama , I have my own. 

Spencer  POV: ( Two days prior)

Liv I'm sorry I acted like a coward. I never should have trusted the system to know better for me than I know for me. I went against everything I've ever known, and everyone. I know this  may not change things immediately , I would prefer to use this apology as a stepping stone in our relationship ( whether that be platonic or romantic I want you.). I don't know how to tell you this in all honesty, I knew that if I said this in person my tongue would get tied and I would end up saying the wrong thing.  

I hope this comes across as I intend it too. 

- Spencer.

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I left the note on her bed yesterday night , I didn't know where she is , but I thought that would be a better bomb to sleep on than to wake up too. 

Right? Wrong.

The next morning I was in the kitchen heating up waffles when Liv walked through the front door , looking like she didn't come home last night at all. I don't / didn't know how to feel about that. But I'm not her father , and were not together so I have no right to ask about it either.

"Good morning Spencer. We'll talk after I get out the shower." She says looking at the ground on her way up the stairs.

"Okay."  I say without her even being there. I know at that point she was already out of the room, but it took me longer than I thought it would to respond to her.

I think everything after that moment changed my mindset. Then it all went to shit.

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Liv POV: 

This note and Spencer are so full of shit. I don't even know where to start , actually yes I do. The whole thing was a waste of time. Fuck him for not having the balls to say it to my face, but he had just enough to go behind my back and plan his whole future? Absolutely not. 

I walk downstairs to see Spencer still in the same predicament, except he's sitting down now eating. 

"Hey, I hate to be this person , but I don't. We both know that note was bullshit. How could you have the balls to sneak behind my back. It's unacceptable and really offensive to be honest. I don't know where you're heads at but it shouldn't be on getting back together. Maybe it shouldn't even be focused on us being friends. Anything really. I'm so disappointed in you, in us and it's stupid right? How i still feel so strongly about you, and have faith in you to think that you could man up and apologize to me face to face is sad. "

He gives me a loaded look, putting his food in the sink. I didn't know what and how he expected me to act , but it doesn't seem to be going his way. The initial shock of my presence , and then my response took him down off of his "cordial" high horse.

It's nice to see in all honesty.

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Spencer POV:

What the hell? I don't know how I'm supposed to respond to her response. I don't know where to go from here. I thought we would at least be on speaking terms by now.

"Your right. This is utter bullshit." I back away from the counter in disgust looking at my food in the sink. There's no way I'll be able to finish it. But I hate wasting food, I know that I should feel at home here, but ever since I've been on the outs with Liv, this has just been feeling like a place to stay and not a home.

It honestly scares me how little things can add up to make a huge problem. 

 The problem being , what the fuck are me and Olivia going to do this weekend without Jordan and Laura?

I guess we'll find out soon enough.