Into your arms 《JIKOOK》

Chapter 18

I know it's been so long . I'm sorry for being too lazy . This book has become worse and worse damn it . I don't know where it will go but I'm sorry that I wasn't a good writer to finish it in time without forgetting the story.

{play the song while you read !}‼️

With the silver key in his hands slowly opened the door of a very big apartment that was given a few days ago by Jungkook . Step by step entered inside taking all the view . It looked like the place wasn't visited for years , as if it was abandoned by the owner for it's good. His hand trailing over every painted wall , every mirror, every little spot where he could imagine all the things he would have done here . All the times he could have practiced with his soul .

His dream that was taken from him in front of his eyes now it looked just like that . A big empty place that he doesn't know if he can fill it anymore . He is grateful for the gift but It is already too late for him . Now what's more important than his dream is his son which he would never regret for it . Never ! He is the most beautiful gift he would ever get in this tragic world . It is sad , yes . That he doesn't have a dream as before anymore but reality sucks . It sucks when you see that you can't do anything but just let all flash before your eyes like it was never there to begin with.

Sadness . Disappointment . Failure.

That's all he felt inside his heart . But is that even a heart inside his body ?

The ringing of his phone brought him back to his senses. Wiping his glossy eyes and clearing his hoarse voice he answered the phone as he looked the messed up sight of himself in the mirror .

"Hyung where did you go this early ?" Jungkook's trembling voice was heard on the other line of the call.
"I woke up and you weren't home. Are you alright hyung ?"

"I am fine . I just felt like I needed some fresh air , that's all. I went for a walk but I am on my way home now . Bye !" He ended the call without waiting for the other to say something. Stepped out of the place and closed the door giving one last look before leaving .

Soon he arrived home which unexpectedly saw Jungkook waiting for him outside on that chilly morning and all he was wearing were his night clothes. Sure he was shivering but seemed like he didn't care . The second he saw Jimin he rushed close to him crosses his arms around Jimin's neck , closing the distance between them and asking in his worried state where he went this early. He didn't even try to let him know with a letter or just a text message.

"I told you jungkook, I wasn't feeling well so I went for an early walk ." Well it wasn't all a lie . Every night he would wake up from the same bad dream of his dark past haunting him in sleep. He wouldn't tell jungkook to not concern the other but it was making him more and more stressed. He wanted to be happy now that he and jungkook are together but nights are always tough for him .

Since jungkook is a heavy sleeper he hasn't noticed Jimin waking up at night from bad dreams but on mornings he feels his presence missing the bed . He hadn't talked anything to Jimin but he really wants to know why he wakes up on a cold bed without seeing him there .

"Is something bothering you hyung ? Is my presence staying here with you making your life harder ? Because if it is so, I promise I will go live to my parents house ." Hearing those words be said
made Jimin feel guilty for making the other feel this way . The last thing he wanted was to hear from jungkook that he was feeling redundant staying with them . Gosh what has he done? He doesn't want to break him again.