Into your arms 《JIKOOK》

Chapter 20

I watched love alarm 2 and I kinda didn't like it that much. First didn't like how she stopped loving song lang and chose the other boy like 🤧🤧
Also didn't like how things went so fast , it was so lame . I love the actors but not the storyline of the kdrama . Too overreacted 😒

Edited * I don't know if you are still there waiting for this update and I don't blame you . It's been more than a year which I failed you all . It has been a long year for me working and studying but still haven't achieved what I want yet. If you left this book it's fine . I'm thankful for everything.

"You know that it's against the rules to talk with someone else about my clients conditions . I don't plan to talk to you about Jimin's condition too , also since I don't have a concrete answer yet." The doctor sat in his chair in front of the mint hair guy who was dying to know what was wrong with the person he cared the most his whole life .

" You have to tell me . For the sake of the thing you love the most . I have to know . I need to do something for him . Even the smallest help can do ."He was determined to find out . His whole life was dedicated to him , even his passion about music . His plans to be a musician, Jimin a ballerina, wherever they could go they would be together.

Dark pleading eyes ,desperation displayed on the man who seemed to hide a lot of things under his skin. Those situations happen to him everyday and it's not a single day that this job is easy , but even for a careless second he saw something on the man in front of him. Something that only eyes can't hide. That moment he knew that was going to make a hard decision.His right hand moved over his forehead , fingernails brushing the skin repeatedly with gentle pressure as soft exhales departed from his lips.

"It's been long since I suspect of something but I'm not truly sure if it's what I think and I want to be wrong . I really want to . Results will come out after a few hours. From what I saw he is in a serious condition. I suspect he suffers from Cardiomyopathy. And if It is what I think it is , if he doesn't get treated fast, I don't know if we can do something more for him ."

It wasn't easy to hear that the only person who you loved all this life may be dying soon. And the thought that you are not the one who is going to be with during his hard time hurts you more .

Swallowed the lump on his throat but couldn't do the same with the words . The impact they had on him was strong . He thought he was strong enough to meet him one day but today he saw that it was all a lie . A lie that it kept himself alive till this day.

"I-is it possible t-that y-you may be w-wrong about this-s? Please tell me you may be w-wrong ." As much as he tried not to make it obvious, his voice betrayed him . His hands digging through his sweaty hair and gripping hard , bitting his lips aggressively, getting a taste of his own blood.

"I'm sorry !"

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"How are you feeling Jiminssi?" Jimin's door opened and his doctor entered his room with tons of papers on his left hand .

"I feel so much better doctor . Thank you for the help . Can I just get discharged today ? I really miss my son ." A pouty Jimin was something cute to see but as fast as the thoughts reach him that fast he pushed them away as he coughed .

"Your results are out Jimin and what I have to tell you is serious . It's something that I suspected now but with small differences ." He spoke while looking at the papers, not knowing how to give the news . It's something he does it everyday because it's his job , but finds it really difficult to tell him.

"They say you have Cardiomyopathy Jimin . Stage C . This is your 5th year that you suffer from heart failure and it won't be easy to recover from it . We can start with the medication and with therapies to lower your pains ,but the most important thing is that you shouldn't give up . We are going to try everything but if it doesn't get better we need to get heart transplant. If you don't start the treatment the time you have left is two years the most .
"I'm really sorry !"