Into your arms 《JIKOOK》

Chapter 10

Happy New Year my beautiful baby's . I wish for this year to be full with happiness and love in your families 💕 🎆🎊🎄
With good surprises and a healthier life .
Please listen to this song till the end of this chapter and cry with me cuz i swear I a crying while writing this chapter omggg😭😭😭
And prepare many tissues before reading this . Enjoyyy~~~

It hurt him. The words that he once used to say now knows how much pain they cause and maybe jungkook was feeling just like that too but jimin was just blinded to see. He can't divorce jungkook now that he has feelings for him. Yes Jimin's heart flutters when jungkook is near him and sees his smile.
Now jungkook is jimin's and can't let him go even if that is the last thing he does . Jungkook worked hard to make jimin turn his feelings and he finally did .

Looking at jungkook's hurt face pains his heart and the feeling kills him .

"You can't divorce me Jungkookah." His small hand reaches jungkook's left cheek as he rubs  it gently giving sudden butterflies on jungkook's stomach. His sad puppy eyes locked with the person in front of him begging for him to rethink his decision .
"I can feel it that you still have feelings for me. I believe that you still want me to be yours and yours only. Don't you want me to be only yours from now on? Don't you want to have me for as long as you wish? If you accept me I promise to be yours jungkookah . I promise to be loyal to you and never leave your side ,just yours." Jimin closed the space between them ,faces too close as their breaths intertwined with each other . Jimin's one hand on jungkook's face and the other on the back of his head rubbing his brunette hair as jungkook's eyes were gazing on the older's one as he gulped from the closeness.

His anger just washed away with innocence and purity making him look so small on jimin's gaze . And jungkook really hated it when he looked small in front of his hyung not able to act as a tough person but gets lost on his doe eyes and losses himself on his beauty that became more uncontrollable . He pushed jimin harshly on the nearest wall of the room making jimin let out a moan from the pain behind of his back as jungkook's emotionless eyes were looking dangerously at him.

"Don't you ever talk to me like you know me. You can't talk to me like that after what you did ! You have no right to speak about my feelings towards you." Jungkook spoke with his gritted teeth , eyebrows furrowed his voice filled with venom .
"You don't care about me , you never treated me with love . I was a monster to you wasn't I?" Jimin shook his head wanted to protest but jungkook wasn't planing to let him speak.

"Should I remember you how you behaved when I pleaded for you to show me affection? I was desperate, I was hurting JIMIN! So much ... I-I was slowly dying and you didn't care at all. Everyday the same behavior the same pain by the same person.
If you just... ah you just would give me a chance . If you opened your heart to me , if you let me love you I wouldn't ... I wouldn't even do that t-thing to
y-you." Jungkook's voice started to shake as they came more like whispers now while hot tears filled his beautiful sad eyes at the bad memory of the day he still curses himself and never forgave himself for doing such a thing to the person he adored the most.

"I -I wouldn't force m-myself to y-you ." His hands stared to shake as his breath fastened and he cocked in his sobs . He fell on the floor and his hands now pulling his hair while crying hard. Jimin shocked by the fast change of mood of him and scared he laid down in front of jungkook trying to take off his hand from pulling his hair .

"Jungkook , jungkook don't do this . Stop you are scaring me jungkookah . Don't cry like this please baby . I am sorry forgive hyung jungkookah .Its all my fault." He shook jungkook by the side of his shoulders but in vain . Jungkook was lost in another world and couldn't hear him. Jimin's eyes were with tears too as the sight was really heartbreaking for him. He held jungkook in his arms and whispered sweet nothings words keeping him close as jungkook cried hard on his chest wetting his shirt but he didn't mind at all.