Into your arms 《JIKOOK》

chapter 5

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It was a hard month for everyone . Especially for Jimin who he never gave up from his consequences and responsibilities . He was all alone with his kid when he turned back and it wasn't that easy . He didn't even go to see his parents as he didn't talk with them since five years ago.

He was working in two different jobs: one that was in a bakery that was plus café and the other one was a florist as a part time job. It was so tiring to manage them both but the salaries were enough for him and his kid. He had money as he had saved a lot through the years but still he didn't want to stay and wait till he becomes broke .
He always wanted to open a dance studio and to teach others to dance since dancing is his passion and what he loves to do the most . That's one of the reasons he is saving money too, because he also wants to accomplish his dream that couldn't do it when he was in college and study in a real academy.
But things didn't go in his way.

About Jungkook , he still kept ignoring Jimin's presence and didn't want to talk no matter what . Every time Jimin came closer Jungkook brushed it off the other's existence and this truly hurt the older.
Jungkook wasn't ready as the pain he has on his heart is still not healed . He had become numb for five good years and is not easy for him to open up . Yes the person he wanted is there but is hard . He wants for Jimin to feel his pain, to feel his heart that had stopped beating and try to give his heart because his own really needs work to melt the ice that has frozen it.

As Jimin's shift ended he had to go take Minho from Jungkook's place as he wanted to stay with his new friend and have good time together. Well Jimin was shocked to see that Jungkook really changed when he stayed with Minho. He tried to talk more and play together with the dog .

Jungkook showed to Minho the place and things that he used to do every day which wasn't much. Just coming in the garden and watching the sky .
But the big difference that made everyone happy was that he started to talk with his family. Not too much but at least it is something. They cried so much when Jungkook hugged them and said that he is sorry for ignoring and making them suffer his pain too.

But the only problem here is JIMIN. The pure boy can see only tears on Jungkook's eyes. He can hear only screams from that pretty mouth of his. He can feel only pain from the broken fragile that stays laid down on his bed sleeping. He is a real sleeping beauty that is waiting for his prince to come and wake him from his bad dream while kissing it away.

Slowly, really slowly he comes next to Jungkook's bed where Minho and he are sleeping while hugging each other in a comfortable position.
His chubby hand reaches Jungkook's milky skin face and rubes it as gentle as possible to not startle the younger.

"Jungkook. My beautiful Jungkook. You look so sad and I am the reason of it. You were my small baby but I didn't know you had grown up in a real handsome man . *inhales* *touching his hair* my pretty baby ,hyung is so sorry for hurting you. I can't believe I was so foolish and did so much to you. I couldn't understand you the way I should have had . *touches his face* I didn't give you a chance. I wish I could turn back time . I would let you do everything you wanted because I love you so much . Our love was different but our hearts were one .
You were my sweet Jungkook.

I was so late to understand my feelings for you. So fuckin late to accept our fate and be together. It's all my fault. I cheated and hurt you like never before. I -I am really sorry. *cries * please forgive hyung kookie. Hyung loves you so much. So so much. I will be your universe and you will be my star . I will be your sun and you will be my light. Together we will be unbreakable.

Please kookie let hyung be your world again . I can be in your arms for as long as you want me. If you are satisfied and doesn't want me I will leave you . *kisses his forehead * I'll be with you my love." Jimin's tears fell on Jungkook's cheek and that made him start to wake up and slowly he opened one eye but he was still sleepy so he couldn't understand what was happening.