So how about J didn't text me all day on Saturday. I wanted to not think about it that much but after a month of him saying good morning to me, I'm of course going to notice he didn't say it this one time. I had a long day that day too. I contemplated about how this was actually not a big deal as I'm used to not waiting on anyone. I was even like thinking about how I don't even see him like that anyways. I took him not texting me all day as a sign he like gave up or he's not that interested anymore. It was like at 10 o'clock that night when I was finally home and chilling in bed like determined that I was just going to simply move on and never text him back again and at that very moment my phone goes off and it was him asking "how's the agony" and I was like so shook because any second later I would have already moved on and ghosted him. That's crazy