Not again / venti x xiao

Not again

⚠️TW ANGST⚠️

"Xiao ? Do you mean the adeptus xiao conqueror of demons ?Haven't heard that name in quite a while , but all you to know is that everyone he ever teamed up with ended up dying or leaving him due his bad karma"

"Ok thank you miss ganyu" and with that I left to go back home.

~time skip he's home now~

I walked in only to notice that xiao was gone , I immediately panicked and made my way to search for him .

~*xiaos pov~*

I stood on the end of a cliff , it was pretty lonely here
"Don't kill me , just help me run away , from everyone
I need a place to stay , where I can cover up .. my face
Don't cry , I am just a freak , I am just a freak
My head is filled of parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
HOPEFULLY I WONT WALE UP THIS TIME"(freaks by surf curse live the song"

I fell down to my knees sobbing in my hands "why can't anyone just stay by my side .. why does everybody leave me .. why why why WHY , I just don't wanna be alone anymore , I'm sure venti doesn't likes me after talking to ganyu .
I'm not welcome here I'm not welcome in the adeptus world , I guess I was meant to be alone.

I stood up , looking down from the cliffs , should I jump ? Am I worth taking this space in this world . What's the worth in this so called living (dazai phrase HEHEHE) . I got closer and closer to the end of the cliff . I jumped down , falling felt so peaceful ? It felt like I was in slowmotion , I felt wind blowing in my face slightly .

A little before I thought I would hit the floor I felt two arms catching me and slightly flying up (ventis charged attack) .

"Hey hey ur not dying as long as I'm alive" that only means more pain when u die "Now let me take you home and make something u want to eat" I whispered "home" something I didn't had in such a long time and someone wanting to make me something.

~*ventis pov*~
God dammit if I haven't been there in time who knows what would have happened . I should have been there for him , I could have helped . WHY WAS I SO DUMB TO LEAVE HIM ALONE

I looked down at xiao to see him sleeping in my arms   ,  I still understand why xiao wanted to end it , I would have too .

I will do my best to not let this shit happen ever again and if it means that I would die for it.

~time skip they r home now~

I lay xiao down in my bed , careful not to wake him up . I sat next to him on a chair waiting til he wakes up (he failed he fell asleep with his head on the bed)

~*xiaos pov again*~

I slowly open my eyes , wow and again I failed to die . I look down to see venti sleeping on the bed holding my hand like I would run away any second . Well I did a few hours ago.

I carefully picked venti up and layd him in the bed trying not to wake him up , luckily I didn't wake him up . I sat in the edge of the bed looking at venti for a while until I noticed venti started to slowly wake up , he immediately switched to a sitting position "XIAO" he looked like he had an nightmare or something .

When he saw me he almost jumped at me and hugged me , I fell of the floor hitting my back with a venti on me , well he did still not let go off me but I didn't really care

I felt tears on my shoulder noticing venti was crying for some reason , so I just tried to comfort him while slightly hugging him back . After a while I decided to sit up since laying on the floor isn't  very comfy .

I picked venti up and tried to lay him in the bed but he didn't let go off me , since I didn't really had a choice I just laid down with venti

He was kinda .. warm ? All I know that it felt like home

*palms outro comes*
Just wanted to let y'all know that I am sad that deli and Langa didn't kiss in the last episode of sk8 the infinity  like cmon they are so gay gayer than James Charles