Voices

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(TW PANIC ATTACK)

SOmetime passed , venti and I had were dating now for about 4 months it was our anniversary

We used to go out to liyue every month , but today was a little different it was much more crowded

I tried to hide my nervousness and unsteady breathing for as long as possible to not ruin anything for venti

It felt like everyone was staring at me , their eyes were all fixated on me , I tried to get these voices to go away

"You don't deserve to date an archon"

"You're worthless"

"You don't deserve to breath"

"You're a waste of space"

"Just die"

"Venti just uses you"

"Everyone just uses you"

I couldn't take it anymore I just summoned my mask and jumped away , away from liyue

After some running away I finally stopped , I let myself fall against a tree ,
I felt like I couldn't breath

If only venti was here , but then I suddenly heard someone approaching me I looked up to see ganyu

I couldn't move , I tried but couldn't it was like I was frozen in place while she came closer and closer to the point where I could feel her breath

I heard someone running towards us , all I could get out was "help" it not very loud but if it was venti he could have heard it

But suddenly the running sound stoped "s-stop go away" I couldn't breath

I shot my head down and screamed "LEAVE ME ALONE JUST FUCKING GO AWAY YOU STU-" ganyu interrupted me with putting her dirty little finger on my mouth and making me look at her (yk like she's putting his face up IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE)

"Xiao xiao~ no need to yell I'm right here and who isn't here~ your little bard~"

Suddenly a arrow flew trough the air being right aimed at ganyu "I'm here you fucking blind worm" ( 🪱) I recognized this voice ... venti

I heard her backing away "venti don't ruin my little moment with my boyfriend~" I looked at her with despise "I'm not your fucking boyfriend"

She looked at me waking up to me again "what are you talking about~ I told you will be mine forever~"
Suddenly I heard venti speak up again "well well seems like  he got stolen ganyu you should have looked after him a little better~"

They were arguing like they forgot I existed , I could move again so I just got up and ran away from both of them i just wanted some silence

After some running I finally came to an quiet place and sat down against a stone wall

It wasn't comfy but what ever , my breath was still unsteady

Honestly I wish venti was here ...he could always calm me

I suddenly felt two arms wrap around me (idk if I pronounced that right) , I noticed from the smell that it was venti

I heard him muffle into my shoulder "I'm sorry I didn't came fast enough" he seemed upset but at the same time ... angry . Did I do something wrong ? Was he mad because I ran away ?

"I should have been there earlier and in the first place known that it would be crowded and you don't like it" he tried to apologize

I tried to calm him down a bit "I'm sorry it was just too much crowd today I shouldn't have ruined the 4 month anniversary-" I got cut off by venti bonking my head

(*insert bonk meme*)
"You didn't ruin anything xiao and I will still love you no matter what" it somehow made my heart flutter

It went on with each other apologizing til venti fell asleep and Xiaoi bae carried him home

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