It's Okay, I'm Here [Pico x Keith Fanfic]

❤Chapter 16❤ (Ending One)

Hello everyone, sorry this chapter took so long, this ending will be one of the endings of this book, there will be a true ending to this book but after this ending I'll continue writing the happy chapters, this is just a sad ending if you prefer it more than a happy one, yes this one will include MAJOR character death and mourning and suicide so if you don't like that please don't read. This is only the alternate ending to this chapter, I'll be writing the happy one soon, the video above is for later on in the story.

In the morning Pico and Keith grabbed their suitcases, they stuffed it into Pico's car and they both went inside. "Alright Keith, we're leaving, are you excited?" Pico asked. "Excited? Of course I am!" Keith shouted. Pico smiled, putting the car key into the key hole and he turned it, the engine roared with life and they started driving. Pico rolled down the window and Keith grinned feeling the warm wind flowing through his hair. Keith grabbed his phone putting on his Spotify playlist.

Smoke Signals came on and Keith hummed the tune of the song, Pico watched from beside him, he chuckled and looked back onto the road. They sat in the car on their way to the airport, Pico started a small conversation between them both and Keith laughed at one of Pico's jokes. Keith couldn't believe he married such a dork. They continued talking and laughing, they didn't see what was coming towards them.

Pico looked ahead and a truck came zooming into them, all he saw was blackness surrounding him, when he opened his eyes he was on the cold concrete floor, glass was everywhere on the road and the air was filled with oil and smoke, he turned his stiff head to look around and spotted Keith, he was laying on the grass next to a field of beautiful flowers growing on the floor, the petals were burnt to crisps and was covered in what looked like blood, his lovers blood. He cried out for his lover's name, no response, the only sound he heard was fire burning in the distance.

He mustered up all of his strength, crawling over to the male. Pico stroked Keith's cheek and the male woke up, opening his eyes. "P-Pico..." He coughed out. "I'm here, it's going to be okay, Keith please stay with me, don't you dare close those eyes!" His eyes filled with warm salty tears that dripped softly onto Keith's face. Keith looked up at the male and kissed him, blood was dripping out of Keith's mouth and he choked. "K-Keith please, don't do this to me, not yet, we still have so many years ahead of us, please!" He begged, hugging the male. 

"I'm sorry Pico, I guess it wasn't meant to be....ever since the start we weren't meant to be...." Keith whispered out. "God damn it Keith, no don't you say that, don't please!" Pico continued to cry out. Keith smiled, wiping the tears off of his lover's face. "Please, find someone else that loved you like I did, don't ever give up on your dreams." Keith coughed, he knew that he couldn't stay alive for long. "Pico, I love you, please move on..." He felt his lung collapsing, he closed his eyes, his body feeling ice cold, he could hear Pico screaming and crying in the distance but he was just too tired to do anything. 

The ambulance was called and Pico was led into the hospital, he watched as Keith's body was put on a cart and his lips were blue, Keith was led in the morgue while Pico had his own hospital room. Pico sat there, rubbing his wedding ring, his eyes were puffy from all of the crying but he knew he had to stay strong for Keith, he would've wanted that. The doctor and nurses came in to check on him, Pico had less injuries than Keith, he only had a broken leg and a few bruises. "Why couldn't it have been him? Why Keith, why was this world so cruel to him?" He frowned, looking out the window. 

Pico was discharged a few days later, Nene and Darnell did try and visit him but he denied, he just wanted to be alone. He walked into the cemetery with Keith's favorite flowers Forget Me Nots. He walked to Keith's gravestone and sat beside it. "Hi Keith, it's been a few days since the accident, I've been thinking about all of this and I'm so fucking sorry, it's all my fault." He sobbed, placing the flowers onto Keith's grave. "I know you told me to move on but I can't, I physically and mentally can't, I fucking miss you so much, why do you have to be so selfish?!" He cried out. 

Pico angrily kicked the gravestone, "We went through so much and this is what breaks us apart, why couldn't it have been me, why you, why did you have to be the one to leave me!" He gripped onto the gravestone, the tears dripping onto the letters engraved into the stone. "I FUCKING HATE YOU KEITH, I HATE YOU, I hate you..." He wept. He sat beside the gravestone, breaking down. "You can come home to me, when you're ready." He sung. "I left the gate unlocked for you, Til then I'm sendin out smoke signals, Hopin' I'll see yours too." He continued to sing Keith's favorite song. Pico sighed deciding enough was enough, he walked back home to his house, empty, cold, gloomy. 

He went in, lighting up another cigarette, he had promised Keith to stop but he couldn't help it anymore, after all Keith wasn't here to stop him anymore. He inhaled the cancerous smoke, thinking of that night. He sighed, grabbing the Uzi beside him. "No, I-" He whimpered, throwing it across the room, suicide was not what Keith would've wanted, right? Then why, why did Pico want to do it so much, he knew he still had a lot to live for but his adventures were nothing without Keith by his side, he felt so alone, so afraid and so depressed. 

He decided that it would be for the best, he walked over to his desk in their bedroom, he grabbed a paper and a pen, he wrote away his feelings in the small note, he finished after a bit and signed the bottom, he grabbed the Uzi from across the room and pulled the trigger, the echo of the gunshot bounced around his walls and he fell, blood leaked onto the page. 

Dear whoever is reading this,

My name is Pico, you would've known who I was if you found this page, I know I probably caused enough pain to all of my friends and close ones but this is my final request, please take care of my lover's grave and place mines next to his, I want it engraved the same and I want our graves to be decorated with Forget Me Nots, tell all of my friends that I hope they move on and that the world will give them everything that they deserve because they're amazing people and deserve nothing but the best, that is my final request and to whoever is reading this note thank you and I hope you live a better life than what I had to go through. Just know that I was in love with Keith and that he meant the world to me, now you know that Pico and Keith were still in love with each other even until the end. Love is a magical thing, isn't it?

Signed, Pico. 

AAAAA MY HEART I CAN'T, THIS WAS VERY HARD TO WRITE AND IT WAS SO PAINFUL, I'M SORRRY! The happy version of this chapter will be out soon and I thank you for being patient. And also thank you for 16.2K reads :0

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