Tho I am drowning through my sorrows ..
I could not bring myself to die
I am oddly afraid of death but more so afraid of being alive
Some say living is different from feeling alive
I know tht I am only living
It's almost as if all my motive to life has died out
Through out the years
Everytime I see a knife i wanna stab myself
But the fear of dying haunts me it's not the concept of death tht scares me but the thought of the pain is what scares me
and what scares me even more is the thought what if life gets better after my death
I would have missed out on the happiest parts of life
I wanna die but cannot bring myself to die
Sometimes all I need to keep on living is someone who will stay besides me
Sometimes all you need is a presence of life to make you feel alive
And when that presence disappears from your life so does your will to live
death is the solution to all the problems in life
but we are unable to die
From the mindset of a broken teenager death is the obvious solution
I will die one day and that will be the day I realize that death is not the fucking solution to life
Cuz you will have to leave everything you love behind and your death will cause pain for another who will start thinking that death is the obvious solution to life and all their problems
Hence the vicious cycle of death and destruction is reapeted again and again
Till the world is filled with nothingness and despair
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Invisible Feelings
Poetry"Everyone hurts you you just have to find the people who are worth the pain" Highest tag - 2nd all alone
