At first I didnt know what abuse meant
When someone says the word abuse all I could've thought about was sexual assault
But I was wrong ..
Who would've thought of the possibility of their own parents abusing em
I faced it day and night without even realizing it
Little did they know it was slowly killing me
No matter what I do around em good or bad will always be a criticising comment to my every action
They seem to find fault in every thing I did
At first I thought this was completely normal in every household
But eventually I realized this was not normal
I started ignoring the comments tht they made
but the comeback to those were even more painful
There hasn't been a day where I didn't feel like dying
Everyone around me said go to a place that makes me happy
But what they didnt know was that...
I dont have a place like that I never did
There were times where I thought that even slaves would be treated better than this
I tried to be the perfect daughter but I could never be that for em
They were embarrassed of me
They never notice the pain behind my smile and call me heartless cuz I never shed a tear
How can I shed a drop of tear infront of someone who doesn't care about me
Even strangers have seen me cry but my parents have never seen me cry
No matter how difficult the situation gets I'll never cry in front of em
Ofcourse I am not perfect
I am Just an average student but I never made my parents feel ashamed of me
I wonder why I was born
I am such a burden to them
Suicide crosses my mind multiple times but I know tht death isn't the solution to all my problems..
I will fucking survive
Just you watch
YOU ARE READING
Invisible Feelings
Poetry"Everyone hurts you you just have to find the people who are worth the pain" Highest tag - 2nd all alone
