I'm Jason Todd.
If I wasn't here tomorrow would anybody care
If my time was up I'd wanna know
You were happy I was there
I've recently shifted back into the Manor, but I know they all hate me. At least thats what they show. I'm always alone. I have no family. He said he loved me. I don't believe him. And he keeps that stupid case, reminding him of his failure.
If I wasn't here tomorrow would anyone lose sleep
If I wasn't hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me
Nobody loves me. I'm just another annoyance, problem. None of them try to be with me. I'm treated like a ticking time bomb. Do I blame them? No, I did try to kill them once. Would I take a bullet for them? In a heartbeat.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I'd like better
I can never forget, so don't remind me of it forever
I am trying to be a hero, I am trying to change. I just want a family, to play with, to fight with, to cry with, to love with. It hurts so bad being alone. Why? Why are feelings so confusing?
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
Did i do something wrong to deserve this? Am I a bad person? Does every one hate me? All of the answers are probably yes. I should've died the first time. That would be best for everyone, wouldn't it? I wondered some times if it was better that I stayed dead.
If I wasn't here tomorrow would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I got nothin' and going nowhere
The best thing I can do now is stay away from others. Nobody would miss me. I don't want to go to hell. But I don't matter, I'm worthless. Useless.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I'd like better
Can you help me forget, don't wanna feel like this forever
I just want my family to accept me like I am, but I should probably accept they are going to hate me forever, cause I'm nobody.
If I left tomorrow would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere
Thats all I ever was.
YOU ARE READING
Batfam one-shots
FanficAh just some fluff n angst for the batfam. Yippee!! This is a bunch of one shots about the Batfam as you've probably guessed (Jason: Yeah, no shit). Bruce might not be seen that much as I'm not really fond of him. But you will see the others. Update...
