Sebastian x Reader (lemon)

One thing to say. . . .

(you pov)

Sebastian pulls me close as I wake from my sleep, I was laying on my side. "I love you, " Sebastian breathes against my neck as his fingers rub my side. I smile and turn to face him only to see Ash. I scream backing away only I couldn't move and my voice didn't work. "What love something wrong, " Ash smirks ," do I need to make you pure? " He suddenly was on top of me pinning my arms and legs rubbing his hardening member against me as he kisses my neck. "You have been naughty, " he smirks, " you need to become clean and hold my child. Let me purify you my love." He places his hand on my belly his hand burning through my skin going into the flesh I can feel every movement. I cry out as my body burns.

I wake sitting up gasping for air my stomach didn't hurt. I look around only to see I was on a bridge. Sebastian and Ash fighting, Ciel off to the side. Souls around us as they form the rest of the bridge, but then suddenly stop. I watch in horror seeing Sebastians arm being sliced off, but then things shift. Sebastian was on the ground a purple sword through him. "Sebastian," I cry and run to him. Only to find it wasn't Sebastian it was a butler who looked like him.  He reaches for me but then his hand falls as he died. Then I heard water,  as it shifts again Sebastian had jumped in.

~~~~(for real) ~~~~

"Sebastian," I cry sitting up tears streaming down my face.  I cry out as a pair of arms wrapped around me. "Shhhhhh, " Sebastian calms me, " it's alright love. You are alright." I hugged him tightly as I try to calm myself. "Y-you were hurt t-then ," I cry as he shhhhs me. He strokes my back softly. "Everyone is alright, " he softly promising me. He calms me down wiping my tears away and whispered sweet nothings into my ear.  I stroke his hair softly, I could see the sun start to rise. "You need to get the young lord up, " I said softly. "He ordered me to wake him and Elizabeth around 10 because of how late they had stayed up, " he told me.  "What time is it, " I asked. "About 5," he smiles kissing my forehead," but I would like to take you somewhere." Sebastian and I get dressed, and he makes both of us something to eat even when we didn't need it.  It was only for show so the others down become nosey.

(Sebastian pov)

I didn't know I could be so nervous. What was she going to say? Is it possible she will leave me?  No what about that dream she had. She wouldn't leave.  . . would she? I was cleaning up the kitchen before I was going to take (y/n) somewhere. I smile to myself as I reach into my pocket grabbing something that was in my pocket.

(You pov)

Sebastian gets a carriage ready and takes me to a place I don't know.  The blinds were down to keep me out of public eyes, even when the Queen, my mom didn't remember me.  Tears sting my eyes at the sudden reminder. I calm myself down looking into my hands reminding myself I had Sebastian who loves me. He cared for me and would protect me. He could help me through anything. He wouldn't leave me.  . . .Would he?

This makes me concerned. When the carriage stops Sebastien opens the door helping me out I look around in aww. He had tooken me to a beautiful Japanese garden that had cherry blossoms. Sebastian leads me around letting me look. He suddenly stops on a bridge water showing our reflection. He turns to me and.  . . . . . . . . .