Sebastian x Reader (lemon)

Weakness

(you pov)

A month has passed and I don't feel funny. Sebastian had me checked to make sure. We found I wasn't pregnant, and I was fine with it. I have come to find out what had happened, about Ash, Ciel, everything. Ciel didn't remember me, but my mom came by and ordered him to keep me safe. Sebastian and I told him that he was married when he made the contract, so he knows we are married. We also told him about (c/n). Ciel would arrange a schedule for Sebastian to have tea with me on some days and sometimes even let Sebastian have an hour break when he felt generous. Sebastian an I would normally have  a quicky, or just make out. Today Sebastian and Ciel were not at the manor. I took care of (c/n) ,who now trys to form words. I loved to dress her up.
I sometimes read her a story, or sing to her. She hasn't said a true word yet, but she loved to try when I read to her. I would catch Sebastian in the garden showing her roses telling her how beautiful she was. He would try to teach her all kinds of things. Surprisingly she picks up fast. She would point to things and want to know the names. She didn't cry all that much, but when she did it broke my heart. I was in the garden when Mey-Rin rushes to me. "I am sorry, " she bows," but I was told that Sebastian and the young lord won't be back for a while, they don't know when they will be back." I felt my lip twitch a little. "thank you, " I force a smile. This coming week was our anniversary. She gives me a sympathetic look, but then had to rush off. (C/n) was trying to get my attention. I look down to find her holding a black rose with no thorns. I smile stroking her hair softly. Where did she get the rose? I look around, there was no black roses around.
"mmmmmaaa," (c/n) trys getting closer. I look down to see her yawn. I smile," A little nap won't hurt us." I take her to the room and I lay on the bed holding her. She snuggles to me. I was careful not to squish her, she has been sleeping in mine and Sebastians bed with me every nap time.

~~~Time skip~~~

(you pov)

Two days go by, and there is no word from them.  (C/n) liked to listen to music, so I played piano for her. I would play for hours and she would listen, and wouldn't fall asleep. I brought her to the piano holding her in one arm. I played a key and she played the same. She smiles at me and I smile back. "You want to play as well, " I asked. She claps in response. I show her easy keys and in no time I was showing her songs. "Daddy, " (c/n) said. Suddenly arms wrapped around both of us making me gasp. "Teaching her piano already, " Sebastian asked kissing my neck. "She said daddy, " I smile and she said it again. "First words ," Sebastian smiles and strokes her face softly.  I nod then lean back into him.
"Why did it take so long, " I asked. "He has no leads for his parents death, " Sebastian said, " because he doesn't remember he already figured it out."
I reach back with my free arm and stroke his hair. "Mmm, " Sebastian smile into my neck, " our anniversary is coming up. " "Yes it is, " I smile. I had just the gift for him. (Smiles evily) Ciel then walks in and Sebastian stands up straight. "Sebastian make me something sweet to eat, " Ciel ordered. "Lunch is almost done my lord, " Sebastian looks at him, " are you sure? " "Yes, " Ciel walks in the room as Sebastian bows and leaves. Ciel sits next to me at the piano. "May I hold (c/n) ," he asked. "Yes," I smile and hand him (c/n). Ciel takes (c/n) and smiles a little.  Ciel had been spoiling her. "Ciel, " I ask softly, " why do you care for the baby so much?" He didn't look like he was going to tell. "I want her to be happy," he said, " hopefully she won't go through so much when she is growing like I have." (C/n) smuggles Ciel's hand. "Does Sebastian and I remind you of your parents, " I asked. "Yes, " his head and shoulders drop. I pull him close hugging him and (c/n). He blushes but I can feel him tremble. I stroke his hair softly.
He hugs (c/n) who was also hugging him.
"Is this weakness I am seeing, " Sebastian asked setting cake ontop of the piano. "S-shut up, " he said pulling away from my arms. He gives me (c/n) and wipes his eye. Had he been crying? I reach and brush his hair out of his face. " Ciel you don't have yo hide that you care, " I said softly. Ciel grabs the cake and walks out of the room.  "Did I do something wrong, " I said, not knowing I was trembling till I spoke. Sebastian rushes over to me pulling me in his arms. I was now standing in Sebastians arms, and (c/n) hugging me.
He had walked away, something that happens alot to me because I was hidden from publics eye. Sebastian strokes my hair softly. "The young lord didn't mean to hurt you, " he said softly, " he doesn't like showing weakness." I hide my face into Sebastians chest. Sebastian strokes my hair softly, and (c/n) looks up at me. "Momma, " she said reaching up for my face. I grab her tiny hand. She wanted to calm me down, she didn't like it when I was upset.