Sebastian x Reader (lemon)

Truth

(you pov)

Sebastian holds me close and dances with me till the party is over. Even when the music and everyone was gone Sebastian holds me close. "I need to tell you something love, " he said looking down at me. I looked up at him, " what is it?" He strokes my hair. "I need to leave for a while with Ciel, " he said softly. "I am coming with, " I said hugging him tightly. "You can't this time love, " he said kissing my forehead. "But why, " I couldn't control the sadness that came in my voice. "The queen has assigned a mission for Ciel, " Sebastian said softly, " I need to go with him to make sure he is OK. " "But why can't I go, " I ask again. He didn't answer he just strokes my hair. "Sebastian, " I said finding my voice was annoyed yet sad, " why can't I go? " Sebastian strokes my cheek at the next words," we may have found your father."

      I was frozen, my dad?  He left me and mom. How was I going to explain her forgeting me?  What was I going to say if I saw him for the first time in my life? What would he say when he saw me?  Would he like Sebastian as my mate?  These questions filled my head all at once making me tense.

"It looks like he has a contract with a young girl. She has been causing trouble and ordering many deaths making the Queen nervous," he said softly. Sebastian takes me to bed as I started to fall asleep in his arms.

"Wait, " I say as he sets me on the bed fully ready for bed, " when will you have to leave? " "Tommrow, " he said getting in bed with me. He holds me close. "How long will you be gone," I ask as my fingers play with his hair.

"I don't know, " he answered softly. I snuggle into him as I start to drift off to sleep.

Dream: The wind blows around me, I was outside near a little house. I saw my mom.  She was younger and dressed in a lower class.  "I can't keep doing this, " she said to a figure who had their back facing me. "I know, " the shadow said, " you have a risk of your kingdom finding out, and I have a risk with my contract." The figure pulls her close. "But I dont care, " it starts to kiss her neck.  My eyes widened, it was my father.

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Quick A/N

I won't describe how he looks, this is up to you, it could be your real dad, or someone you wish was your dad.  It can be a person that doesn't exist. I won't give him a name I will be putting (y/n)'s dad or Father. Just to let you know ٩(๑❛▽❛๑)۶

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My mom groans in pain her hand goes to her stomach. "What is it," my father asked worried. "P-Pain in my s-stomach ," she said in a painful manner. "How long have you been having pain love, " he asked softly by I can hear worry. She trys to think back as my dad smooths down her hair. "A week a-after you left last time, " she said softly. "Are you sure, " I couldn't see his face but I can hear a frown. She nods as she goes in for anther round of pain. "Here take this, " he said softly lovingly. "W-what is it, " she asked as she takes it into her hand. It was in a box,  I couldn't see what it was. "It is tea, " he answered, " it will stop the pain, drink the tea twice a day till there is no more. Okay ?" My mom nods and smiles at him.

Things shift and months pass in my dream. My mom in her bed drinking the tea the pain gone. "Is there any mail, " my mom asked her maid. "No your highness," she frowns," not for months." The maid leaves, and almost as soon as she left my mom broke out in tears. Her hand on her belly. My eyes widened and I gasp. She was pregnant. . . . with me.  My dad gave her some kind of tea to stop pain. Was I the one that had caused her pain? Did my father try to get ride of me and my mom?

I wake to find Sebastian asleep still. His arms around my waist, and my head on his chest. Would he leave me like my father did to my mom if I ever got pregnant? I frown lost in thought.

~~~~time skip ~~~~

(You pov. . . . still x)

"(y/n) there is someone hear to see you and Sebastian, " Mey-Rin said softly. Sebastian and I were in the music room. We go to Ciel's study where the guest was. My jaw dropped, it was my mom. Sebastian held my had as we walked over to her. We both give a bow. I saw in her eyes a bit of iteration. "Sebastian Michaelis, since you are going to be marrying my Daughter I need to tell you a few things," she said. My eyes widened, she remembers me. "H-how do you remember me, " I asked Sebastian pulling me closer. "I know he is your mate, " she said looking at me then Sebastian," I will bring her no harm. " Sebastian relaxed a little. "I am here till Ash figures out I lied," she said she was standing," it erased my memory or my own daughter, because he wants her." "Is that why you asked for her to come her, for her protection," Ciel asked, he was at his desk. "Partly, " she answered," but right now is to keep Ash away,  and to have (y/n) find a mate." I look up at Sebastian. He strokes my hair softly. "I didn't think your mate was already here, " my mom said ," but I am glad because Ash knew exactly what I was doing. So he erased my mine of you. He wants you to make another angel with him, but can't because of Sebastians mark. Weird things have been happening because it was your body telling you your mate was around. Ash was starting to notice. The only reason he didn't attack you earlier (rape)  because you were pure. In a way he needed someone to do it. He changed his mind the same night I moved you." I looked at her as she gasped. "Momma, " I cry as I see Ash behind her. "Who is your mother child, " my mom asked.