My Best Friend's Boyriend and My Rival (on-hold)

Chapter 6: Biggest Decision: LOVE vs Friendship

Dedicated po kay Ate Ales kasi superlike ko stories nya.

SAMANTOP po ako.hehehe

Jania's POV

Two weeks ago, I saw how happy my best friend is,

with the guy who I love so much.

I realized that I should give up loving him and

just support the LOVE that they have.

Why?

Because I saw how much love Alvin has for Angela.

That night, July 22, everything was so magical

between the two of them.

The prince was waiting for his princess.

Lovely music was playing.

Delicious food were served.

Exchange of Love.

The hardest part of all, I am watching my dream date with him.

Unfortunately, I was not the girl fulfilling it.

Yeah, I was the brain behind that wonderful magical night.

That time, I can't help myself and burst so much tears.

I ran away.

I chose not to see how happy they were.

Real Thing?! I envy Angela so much.

I neither got jealous to any other flings of Alvin nor his ex-es.

Only Angela, my best friend.

I know that this is wrong but Ican't help it.

All night, I was in my room.

My sister followed me.

She comforted me.

She said a lot of encouraging words.

But those words are not enough to heal my wounded heart.

That night, Ate told me that Alvin and Angela were looking for me.

She just told them that I was so tired for the whole day

and let me sleep early.

I know that she knew how much pain I feel.

She knows everything.

She told me to go with her to America.

Let myself be healed for a while.

But I can't afford to stop schooling.

I am already in 4th year with honors.

Then, we came up to a decision of MOVING ON.

Yeah, Moving On even there is no real score between us.

Today is August 7.

The sky is crying so hard.

It symphatizes me.

Non-stop rain for a lonely heart.

Everyone texted me if I am ok.

Yeah, I am physically ok

but my heart is tearing apart.

It is weird but I don't know why

I am pushing myself away from them.

Maybe, I just don't want my heart to be so damn broken.

I never felt this way and I hate it.

I used to be a happy and lively girl.

I never cry hard.

I am strong.

But, EVERYTHING changed. :(

Before the day ends, I need to make the biggest decision in my life.

LOVE vs FRIENDSHIP

What will I choose?

One wrong move and everything will be gone.

If I will choose LOVE:

1) I will become happy that I am with him but will he become happy

with me? :(

2) Can we last forever? But first, will he choose me?:I

3) Angela will be lost. TT.TT I don't want to lose her.

She's like a sister to me...huhuhuhu

4) People around us will think that I am a bad person

because I get my best friend's boyfriend.

5) Is this really the right thing? I will hurt both of them.

If I will choose FRIENDSHIP:

1) Angela will be forever my best friend.

2) Alvin can be my friend, too. But I want more than friends,huhuhuhu TT.TT

3) I have shoulders to cry on and ears to listen to my sentiments.

2nd thought, my Ate is always there for me.

4) I will have a friend whom I share my success with and

comfort me when I have failures.

5) Accept the HURTFUL FACT that he can never be mine.

Seeing and comparing both, it is more appropriate to

choose FRIENDSHIP but my HEART disapproves it.

What should I choose?

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A/N If you were in her condition, what will you choose?

Love or Friendship?