Addicted

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I woke up with a hangover. The throbbing pain in my head was pretty bad. I looked at Red, i like to call her that, she was sleeping with her head on my stomach and her arm around my waist. It was really cute. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and slowly slid out of the bed.

"Hmm come back, where are you going" she mumbled half asleep. "I'm going to shower, I'll be right back Red" I whispered. She turned around and fell back asleep.

As i was done showering and changing, i walked out the bathroom. Red was still sleeping. It was time to go. The longer i stayed, the faster Nicky would find out. I couldn't bring her in danger because of me, i had to solve my own problems. She had to deal with bigger and important things, like keeping the world safe. I couldn't get it over my heart to wake her, she looked so peaceful, so i gave her a kiss on her forehead and laid a piece of paper on her nightstand.

"Hey Red, sorry but i had to go. Here's my number. Call me or text me if you need me😉" i had written on it.

I sneaked out of building, hoping I wouldn't bump in to anyone. And of course as soon as i thought that, i walked around the corner and bumped into someone. It was Banner. "I'm sorry" "it's okay" he exclaimed. "Where are you going?" He tilted his head and frowned. "Oh I need to go home" I stuttered and walked past him towards the elevator. "I'll catch you later" I entered the elevator and went home.

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Natasha's POV;

I woke up and turned around, only to see the empty space next to me. I sat up and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes. "Morgan?" I asked softly. No answer. I noticed a piece of paper on my nightstand. It was from Morgan, it had her number on it. She left, again. She always leaves when things get personal. God i hated that.

I sighed and looked at the clock, it was 8 o'clock. Dammit, i was going to be late. I quickly changed into my training gear and went to the training center.

Two hours passed. It was time for my late breakfast. I made my way to the kitchen and could hear the others talking already.

"Good morning Natasha!" Bruce was the firs one noticing me as i walked into the kitchen. "Good morning everyone" I replied. Everyone greeted back.

"So, where is Morgan?" Tony asked a bit confused. Before i could say anything Bruce started talking. "She had to go home, back to her boyfriend" he stated. "She bumped into me this morning" as he said that my heart dropped, and i got a weird feeling in my stomach. My eyes started to burn, i felt the tears coming. Boyfriend? She never mentioned him.. How could she hide such important thing? I noticed that Clint was staring at me. Could he see that i was hurting deep down? I composed myself and removed every emotion from my face, as i was taught to do. I lost my appetite and walked back to my room. I locked the door and laid on my bed. How could she do this to me?

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⚠️TW: violence, mentioning of blood⚠️
Morgan's POV;

Six weeks have passed and i haven't heard a single thing from Natasha. Maybe that night night didn't meen as much to her as it did to me. Have i done something wrong? Does she hate me now? The thoughts became uncontrollable.

I made my way over to the window. It was a nice Thursday morning in June. People were wearing t-shirts, some even shorts. I decided that a stroll through the park would do me some good.

As i left my apartment I received a call. I immediately got excited, thinking it was Nat. "Hey!" I exclaimed with joy.

"Hey, it's me Jeremy"

"Oh hey Jeremy "

"What's wrong? You sound disappointed..?" 

"Oh no it's nothing, I thought it was someone else-" my voice was full of disappointment.
"-but that doesn't matter, how are you?"