I had to run down because I wasn't feeling comfortable at all. I wasn't use for anybody else to see my body after my beloved boyfriend death. I don't even know if I should shoot my new shot. Trying to make him fall for me. But what if I fuck up. Or what if something happened to him too. What if I end up heartbroken one more time. I felt like betraying Romero. What if they were wrong? What if I shouldn't... I don't know I'm going crazy I think.
I was down but look back at the stairs ready to go back up. I wasn't ready to go back on track. I know I was someone partying like crazy but I can't go back on my life like I didn't lose somebody. I was with him for a year, which was the best. I never so happy and now look at me locking myself down. I was ready to ran back up but I just hit into samuel.
Samuel: Where are you going?
Me: I can't do this.
Samuel: You got the idea.
Me: I know but I can't just move on and act like I lose nobody.
Samuel: We are not telling you to act like nothing happened we are telling you to keep going under all circumstances. I heard you had a second lover.
Me: Now you make me feel so bad.
Samuel: Nothing to be ashamed off. Do you know about my love triangle.
Me: You, Samuel Vega, in a love triangle.
Samuel: Yes me. There was Naomi and a girl name Sasha. Omiliana loved her. More than Naomi. Sasha died from a cancer. She told nobody. I was broken down but that's when Naomi was here. She helped me. Omiliana took time to accept it, so did I. But look at us now. Happily married. It's just sometimes you need to move on. Don't forget at your lover but life need to get going.
Me: Did you married her?
Samuel: I thought about it but I couldn't.. She was gone before I could even propose.
Me: And where is her ring...
He took out his necklace.. He did the same. Put the ring in the chain.
Samuel: Always with me.. Like she was here. I keep walking knowing that what she would want...
Me: Do you think he will like me back?
Samuel: Did you knew I had a crush on you when we were little?
Me: Heeey I'm making discovery.
Samuel: My point is the person who don't fall for you has their own lost.
Me: Probably right.
Samuel: Now get your ass up and let's go
Me: Not a way to talk to a lady.
I chuckled as we walked to the guys.
Jade: Eres tan hermosa mamá. ( You are so beautiful mama. )
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{On Hold}Devil lord ~long live evil~ Lucifer ff
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