Free? | n.g.

12.

C A M E R O N

i have to do this

"hey alyssa, lets go outside" i said as she nods and we went outside by the porch

"okay, look ive been having these feeling and i dont think i can do much with you around and me having to deal with these feelings, i like you alyssa, alot..and you may not like me back, but i really like you and i really want you to be my girl, so im asking you this once...will you be my girlfriend?" i asked holding her hands "oh my fuck" she said as i bit my lip nervously

"yes!" she exclaimed as i hugged her and kissed her which took her taken aback

i pulled away, but she kissed me first and i kissed back automatically

C A R M E L

i realized and snapped into reality that nash grier was kissing me and i was doing nothing

i quickly kissed back, not knowing how to feel or react at the same time

a few seconds we both pulled away

"wasnt expecting that, but i loved it" i said as he smiled "look, mel, i really really like you alot, i just couldnt handle it, but do you like me back?" he asked "i really really really like you, but i dont think im ready, yet so lets just still be normal and all, and i'll tell you when ready"(a/n: not like that you nasty!)i said "i understand, and i am so happy right now" he said as i laughed "you are so wierd sometimes" i said shaking my head as he put his arm around me and did that thing where the girl stumbles forward and the boy puts her head on his chest

"i feel like if we played thinking out loud, it would be perfect" i said "sing" he whispered as i sang the chorus of thinking out loud

"take me into your loving arms, kiss me under light of a thousand stars, place your head on my beating heart, thinkin out loud, maybe we found love right where we are" i sang looking up at him as he looked down at me

"maybe we found love right where we are" he said "maybe" i said pecking his lips as we looked at the stars