Protecting You Is My Duety. { BOOK 1 }

A Home With You.

Tommy was still not comfortable with living all alone by himself, he feels uncomfortable with his tiny house he built for himself. He didn't know that the others felt like that when hes around, he thought he was alright with everybody. He thought that everybody was okay when he was around, but he thought wrong. Even his own bestfriend thought that way, and never told him. He thought he was very selfish but he wanted to keep positive at all time and higher his Confidence more. But He doesn't know what pride and confidence mean, he thought Confidence was pride. So all this time he tries to higher his ego.

Pride and Egotistical Is different from Confident. Though he was still young and he hated it, he hated how everyone calls him a child. He knows its a joke but sometimes it pisses him off.

He gets up from his bed removing all those nonsense thoughts about not knowing what he was like around people without knowing, and how not knowing what's the difference of Pride,ego to Confidential. He killed some animals and cooked the food.

While hes waiting for that he sat down at the ground and looks at the moon, he'd always remember how toby and him look at the moon laughing and telling stories on how their day went and comforting eachother when something bad happens. And yet he gets called selfish. How can A person who Helps you, be called selfish without thinking about what you two did together. The two made memories no one saw but tubbo knew the memories but without thinking he called him selfish without hesitating.

Tommy always thinks that this would be the end, but he knew. deep down, someone will help him And would pick him back up to the ground. And he knew who it was.

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"Your Favorite Buddy! Tubbo!" Said Ghostbur to tommy while he blinked and looked at the compass. Ghostbur visited tommy Because he wanted to give him a gift, "Oh.. Thanks ghostbur. You can go now, i really appreciated it but i have things to do." Tommy says as he push Ghostbur out. 'Okay,okay,okay' says ghostbur repeatedly while getting pushed.

Tommy sighs and looks at the compass at his hands when he suddenly felt a water drop into his palm. He wipes his cheeks seeing an uncontrollable tears, he saw this one coming but he couldn't feel anything even though he was crying. It was an uneasy feeling, it felt uncomfortable. You can feel a lump in your throat while you struggle to breath while your heart aches without explanation, and it reacted with an object.

Tommy calmed down seeing the compass move, he laid down laughing at how stupid he was to cry. Suddenly he heard a voice in the window of his house. "Every human cries." he looks at the window seeing a masked man. "Oh god, you scared me dream." He said getting up and opening the door, "Good afternoon Mr,innit. Did i miss something. I saw you cry so don't lie." said the Blondie with a small smile that he can only feel. "Nothing, Something just reminded me of someone. Why are you even here dré?" Tommy questioned visibly intrude by his own question. "Well the tables flipped automatically, -He laughed- I was here because i wanted to see if you were cheating." Said dream with a smile already moving. "Ofcourse i'm not—"

Chat:
Dream Has exploded.

Tommy laughs uncontrollably. While dream laughs with him, wheezing. (This story is kind of breaking a 4th wall, just a reminder)

Skip to 3 Days later.

Tommy Heard the news from all around, even from dream. He felt.. oddly betrayed. Now he exactly felt what techno felt,the boy cried infront of the bright moon. He felt his heart fire and hot like its burning to death, like its soring to death. Turning to ashes .

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Chat:
Dream joined
Nihachu Joined
Wilbursoot joined
Tubbo joined
Ranboo joined
Technoblade joined
Georgenotfound joined
Sapnap joined
Quackity joined
Karl joined
Dream: hi guys we have a new member into the smp.
Karl: Where dream?
TimeDeo Joined
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Tommy being Tommy, he did not check the chat and just cried. His own bestfriend betrayed him. What was he going to do, he has nothing.  Absolutely nothing.
It can never be fixed when the one who helped him before is the one who is bringing him slowly down without thinking of it.

He was devastated, he didn't know how to fix this and how to fix his feeling. It felt mixed up, HE felt mixed up and weird. He thought of that until he fell asleep on the ground.