Crimson Phoenix~jeon jungkook ff

chapter 16- no one better

Sungmin winced as he watched y/n slice the tied up man's arm pulling off the skin as if it was a sleeve of a jacket, y/n was still working off the anger she held for jungkook even after taking out of five previous men she still held anger in her mind and heart as she dragged Sungmin around with her to witness how she worked in her hometown. The scenarios that y/n had played in her mind on the long trip here had finally come true as their once lustful relationship had turned into a toxic vortex sucking them both into their demise.

"Don't you think that someone who can make you this mad shouldn't be in your life?" Sungmin's fearful voice echoed in y/n's ears as she finally managed to rip off the long sheet of skin she was working on. Y/n whipped her head to look at Sungmin with a slight chuckle as she wiped her blood-covered face "you would think it's that easy... I need him." y/n dropped the piece of flesh in her hands as she plopped down on the bed behind her letting out a dreadful sigh.

"Our relationship has nothing to do with you, just stay out of it!" Sungmin stood up from his chair beside the ac unit, taking careful steps forward y/n as she watched him studying his movements. He stood in front of her their bodies close together as she felt his body barely touching her clothes. "If you knew who I was back then? Would I have a shot?" y/n looking into his eyes searching for any reason to not trust him, "what nonsense are you-" y/n was cut off by Sungmin's lips on hers her eyes wide as she sat there confused.

Y/n stopped her thoughts going through her mind, this wasn't right even if she was mad at jungkook this was too far. Y/n pushed Sungmin away from her standing up "what the fuck are you doing!?" Sungmin landed on the floor shocked that she pushed him away "I'm sorry okay? I just thought you would accept me!" y/n glared down at him taking the knife beside her and throwing it to land sticking up through the floor beside his hand. "Get this through your head! Just because jungkook and I fight doesn't mean you can pull this shit!" Sungmin stood up no fazed by the knife beside him as he held her hand stopping her from walking out the door.

"I know you fell for him first, he came out to you first... but I'm coming out to you now, this is me nam Sungmin." y/n looked over him, he confessed? Now? Why? Y/n couldn't shake the feeling that she was being played a fool, she found it hard to trust anyone anymore, she thought about the reason she came here reminding herself that jungkook was the only one she could trust. "I can't do that, to me there's no one better." y/n turned and walked out of the room as Sungmin followed her "okay, I understand your loyalties lay with jungkook." He stepped into the car as y/n got in the driver's side pulling off making her way back to her psycho lover.

Y/n stood on the balcony of the hotel room she couldn't bring herself to face jungkook afraid of what she would say to him about what happened with Sungmin, she could hide it from him but why would she do that? It wasn't right to keep it from him hell it wasn't right to do that to him in the first place. She was filled with guilt as she lit a cigarette taking in the toxic smoke that burned her lungs reminding her of her feelings when she watched jungkook walk out of her life she couldn't do it again. Y/n flicked the ashes off the railing staring off at the building past the small lake in the distance, the chilling air blew her hair off to the side as she felt someone wrap their arms around her waist not letting her move.

"I'm sorry... please don't be mad at me anymore..." jungkook. His head fell onto her shoulder pushing into the side of her neck as his soft angelic voice filled her ears, the feeling of guilt rose up inside her as she shoved him away gently working her way out of his grasp as she turned around "don't, not right now kook." Jungkook studied her eyes he knew them all too well, never once has he seen that look in her eyes. Guilt, the only thing that can tear anyone in the world apart with just one secret. 

"What happened? Did Sungmin do something to you? I'll kill him!" jungkook turned away about to storm out the room but y/n stopped him. "It's nothing! Jungkook I just need time okay?" jungkook scoffed "I know that look in your eyes! I know what it means. If you won't tell me I'll beat it out of him." Jungkook walked off followed by y/n who desperately tried to hold him back even kiss him just to have him stop what he was about to do.

Jungkook stopped in front of a door banging on the door to open until a guy around Sungmin's age opened the door "oh, jungkook hyung? What's-"jungkook pushed past him as he found Sungmin laying on the bed. Sungmin shot up from the bed as he saw jungkook come around the corner "whoa! J-jungkook wait a minute, let me explain!" jungkook scoffed as he glared at the guy practically digging a hole through the wall. "So something did happen with you two? Did you fuck him? I hope you enjoyed it'll be your last time." Jungkook started to walk over to him y/n knew she had to do something but she could only think of one thing. "Jungkook! If you do this...I'll leave you, I'll walk out of here and never come back for you!" jungkook stopped his movements his body tensed up as he turned to y/n with disbelief.

y/n looked into his eyes begging him to stop before he killed someone, normally she wouldn't have a problem with him killing anyone he wanted but this place there were secrets here they were all friends and killing an innocent guy wouldn't do him any good. "I'll tell you what happened...it's nothing but a mistake and I stopped it." Jungkook's hands fell to his sides as he looked over his lover's guilty face it hurt him to see her like this, she's never been guilty and he hated sungmin for making her like this. "It was just a kiss bunny, nothing else happened, trust me." Jungkook watched her lips move he heard what she said but he could bear the sight of his lip on hers he needed to erase him from her so there will be no question of her love. Jungkook walked over to y/n pulling her into his body as he grabbed a handful of her hair pulling till her face was tilted up allowing him to kiss her lip taking every inch of Sungmin's touch away replacing it with his own.

y/n wrapped her arms around him closing her eyes as she kissed him back, she felt as he bit her lip the blood mixing into their opened mouth kiss. Jungkook pulled away after removing sungmin's touch sending him a glare "stay the hell away from my girl, I'll kill you next time." Sungmin stood up suddenly with a burst of confidence "is that a threat kook?" jungkook laughed crazily "that's your warning, no one touches her! She's mine!" jungkook took y/n out the room her face flushed a bright color of red as her emotions rushed to her face. Jungkook let go of y/n's hand as they stood in the elevator jungkook was breathing hard as his anger was dying down.

"Did you mean it? What you said back there." y/n spoke up her hands shaking a little as she was playing on dangerous grounds with the aggravated man beside her jungkook turned his head to see the girl looking up at him he turned to her reaching for her hand as he interlaced their fingers "every word, if you even try to leave me I'll tie you up where no one can find you." y/n chuckled at his psychotic flirting as she pushed her body to his laying her head on his chest "I'm sorry... I was wrong." Jungkook shrugged his shoulders "just don't hide anything from me, we're in this together y/n. I'll help you through anything and you know that." y/n nodded "not just that... I'm sorry for what happened with your friends, I went too far." Jungkook chuckled "their men, they will get over it." y/n stopped her thoughts halting as a voice echoed in her mind jungkook noticing her silence was worried "are you okay?"

Y/n sighed a little as she couldn't fight the question anymore "jungkook do you think we're toxic?" jungkook laughed hard as he turned his head from her "of course we are! You're a serial killer and I'm a diagnosed psychopath, could there be a more toxic relationship?" jungkook continued to laugh it off but y/n was slightly disappointed he was right they were both stubborn both take any anger they have out on someone else what this relationship the right choice? Jungkook's laughing stopped confused "y/n look, so what if we're toxic? As long as we're happy it doesn't matter! I'm happy...are you?" y/n was taken back by his sudden question as the question echoed through her mind, am I happy? "Of course I'm happy with you bunny!" y/n laughed a little. The elevator opened reviling the hideout, y/n was confused as she thought they were going back to the room, she wasn't in the mood to face the royals as she's been avoiding them since morning.

"I just need to meet bangtan before we go back up... something about a new mission." Jungkook went out of the elevator walking through the crowd as he went straight to the boys in the back corner "jungkook! You need to go over this, we will be gone for like a week on this so you should spend as much time with your girlfriend as possible." Jungkook groaned glancing at y/n who wasn't really paying attention "okay, I'll look over it and let you know." Jungkook took y/n's hand pulling her back to the elevator as they made their way up to their room to relax for the rest of the night cuddling together in the large king-sized bed placed in the middle of the wall as they enjoyed their toxic relationship.