love is a dangerous game
we play
so why participate
why do we decide to stay
and have our hearts break
for a reason that remains the same
but yet we don't questions we don't say
anything.
my life isn't a reality show
where my heart is the prize
I'm sad again
didn't take long
I wish I wasn't
but nobody can force
a smile as fake
as the one I continue to make
I fucked everything up again
is it even a surprise
I'm numb to this
I've already taken the vacine
but the anti bodys
had the opposite effect
my inspiration comes from my pain
so when im writing
you know it comes
from a dark place
I thought I could retire this book
I thought that I was happy
I thought a lot of things
thinkings useless
it's the doing that make a difference
YOU ARE READING
sincerely, my notes app
Poetry{ ongoing } first couple of poems ive ever written, warning to you all they might be terrible. I love you all and hope u enjoy <3 for my future self
