When Colors Collide (on Hold)

IF ONLY SHE KNEW HOW I FELT

                ****Colin's POV******

Well that was akward.

I was now at home about to go to bed , I kept waiting for her to come back out to apoligize but she never did, so I left. If only she knew how I felt about her, I'm afraid that I might probably not be her type of guy because I was not black but I was very much attracted to her.

She is so beautiful with her pretty curly hair and those full lips that scream at me, not to even mention that sexy body of hers. God damn, god damn, I had it bad for this girl,after all she was the reason I went to The Kazu everyday.

Yeah I know it sounded a bit creepy but I just wanted see her. Being a millionaire sure gets tiring and lonely after a while.

As I layed in my bed I couldn't help but wander to what Tiana was doing right now. I wanted her badly and there was no denying it. Thinking about how her full thighs could envelope me makes my body ache. The palm of my hands itch just to touch her skin. I crave her.

I crave to make her mine.

Yea I knew it was wrong, thinking about a 16 year old girl like that when I was 20 years old. She was underage, a minor, untouchable. Fuck, I could go to jail. My company could go to ruins. All the hard work my father put into this. His blood. His sweat. Even his fucking tears. He wouldn't be happy if I wasted it on some 'girl'. But her youth reminded me of things I missed when I was younger. I always wished I could go back.

 She was like a little candle that held so much light. 

I didnt want to put that light out.

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I was brewing myself a cup of coffee when my phone began to ring. I thought about ignoring it and letting it go to voicemail but decided against it. I checked the caller ID. Mother. I havent spoken to her since  my father's funeral, which was 3 years ago. I know, sad right?

I answered the phone. "Colin, colin is that you?" I didnt answer.

"Colin I know you're there. I can hear you breathing"

I swallowed,"Yes mother, Im here". "Oh good, how have you been?"

"Good. why are you calling?".

"Oh thats no way to talk to your mother."I heard her sigh, "I was in town and I wanted to see you. We have to talk."

I rubbed my eyes, "Whatever". Another sigh. "Colin whats in the past, is in the past okay get over it. Okay. Sunday at the Kazoo or something like that my reps say there food is the best in the city, at 3 okay."

I didnt reply. "OKAY Collin"

"yea". 

"Good" I could literally hear her smile over the phone, "love you". I hung up at that.

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I was shaking with rage, my coffee gone cold. 

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