Color Me Red (late updates)

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TW⚠️ RAPE!!!

FLASHBACK

I and Milan came home late because she decided to go to a party and I had to pick her up because she didn't drive. I didn't want to drive because she knows I gave flashbacks to that night but I don't want her to walk home alone.

I left the house good thing was that mom wasn't home yet but I hope she was not there when we get back. I  headed to the address she sent me, when I got there it was hard to find a place to park but I eventually found a place and parked.

I put my hood over my head so people won't notice me I headed to the house it smelt like alcohol and drugs I scrunch my nose in disgust tho I am used to it it still does not smell good.

After looking through the house I  found Milan when I was going towards her I bumped into someone, I looked up to meet a pair of  grey eyes, they show different emotions but you could mostly see anger but if you look deep enough you could see pain.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when he spoke "watch it!"  He says walking past me I rolled my eyes and finally got to Milan "come on it's time to go." I tell her she nodded her head, she wasn't drunk but maybe a little tipsy she try not to drink too much she doesn't want to be like mom. Mom drink to cope and Milan party and get tipsy to cope while I sit in my on guilt.

We reach the car and I helped her with her seat belt and sat in the driver's side I took a deep breath before I turned the ignition and started to drive home.

"Why do you push me away?" Milan asked, I just ignore her I don't want her to know how I feel about everything that happens I'm not going to be a burden and I need her to hate me for what I did but she won't get the memo she's too kind for her own good. Though she can get really mad when u mess with people she loves

She rolled her eyes and layer her head on the window. Once we got home we saw Mom's car and the driveway the house on the outside looks kinda like a house if you minus the stolen window and the pulled-off paint.

I took a deep breath before opening the door, I walked in and seen my mom on the sofa with a bottle of vodka in her hand her eyes went to me and Milan and she came up to me and Milan and grabbed Milan throat and slammed her against the wall " MOM STOP YOUR HURTING ME!!! Milan yelled but mom didn't care I walked up to my mom to let go of her grip on Milan's throat she snaps her head at me and she punched me across my face, I didn't react because I know why she's doing this.

"Go upstairs Milan." I tell her she shook her head I know she won't want to leave me with mom but even though I push her away I need to know she's safe " GO!" I yelled as another blow goes to my stomach she ran upstairs and I fell to the floor clutching my stomach. " you deserve all the pain that comes to you it's all your fault!" She yells punching me in the stomach " So I'm going to teach you a lesson." She says smiling I knew what she was talking about and tears ran down my face this happen three other times and I was scared every time " Bit this time we're going to add a little twist." She says smiling.

She dragged me into the basement where the mattress was in it smelled like dried blood I see Milan in a chair with two men holding her down I pleaded to mom not to let her see this but she didn't budge she tied me to the poles that were behind the mattress screamed and kicked but nothing happened.

"Close your eyes Milan," I tell her but one of the men held a gun to her head to keep her eyes open. I didn't care for my safety because I knew what was going to happen, I just don't want my twin sister to see me like this.