Color Me Red (late updates)

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MALIA POV

I headed to where my kids were playing with some of the guards. I look to the right to see Enzo going to the kids. "Enzo!" The kids yelled running towards him he squat down and hugged them, he had a real smile and not a smirk. The kids pulled him towards the playroom I headed to the door but not so far to show myself.

Usually, if people go near my kids I'll kill them I can't have my kids in danger because if anything happens to them I'll die. So we can't get too attached to people or where we live because if they find us then it's over and I will die before I let anything happen to them.

We've been in New York for at least two years bc I had the twins so we had to find a place far away enough, to not get caught. The kids are homeschooled but they only learn the basics that's pretty much. I teach them how to fight but when they're old enough till teach them to shoot and throw knives. I want them to have a normal childhood so if they don't want the gang then they don't have to it's their choice.

I watched as the kids play with Enzo they all were playing with cars and laughing.

Maze, he's more of a quiet type but will talk and play if he's comfortable with you and I'm surprised he's already comfortable with Enzo, Sage, is like that too but she will talk to anyone and everyone she acts more like Milan than me unless she's mad, Maze probably acts more like me then myself. Maze doesn't really even smile unless he likes you, Sage loves to rattle him up witch always makes me laugh.

I like to think I'm a good mom I like to hope that I'm doing the best I can to raise them, people tell me that I'm a good mom but I honestly don't believe what they are saying because that still doesn't mean it's true. "So what's it like in Italy?" Sage asks taking one of the toy cars from Maze. Maze groaned "That's mine!" He yelled snatching the car back from Sage. Sage rolled her eyes and waited for Enzo's answer. "Well it's big and it has a lot of things to do there and also at night you can see every twinkling light there is from buildings." He said now getting both of their attention.

Who would've thought bid bad mafia men like kids?

Right.

"Ooo I want to see the lights of every building," Sage says bouncing up and down. "Me too." Maze follows. "Well, when we get to Italy we will see every single light." He says with a smile the kids ran up to him and hugged him he tense up but then relaxed it was a beautiful sight to see a took a few pictures before they pulled apart. I was crossing my arms when my elbow hit the wall "Shit!" I cursed out loud when it was supposed to be under my breath their heads turned toward me the kids came running toward me hugging my legs "no bad words mommy Maze and Sage says in unison.

"Sorry," I say looking up at Enzo. Enzo's phone went off making us look at him. "Excuse me," he said walking out of the room. "Mama come play with us." Maze says tugging on my arm. I nodded my head and began to walk towards the pile of cars that are in the middle of the room.

LORENZO'S POV

I walked into an empty room to answer the call I looked at the phone to see it's my very annoying brother. I groaned before answering the phone. "What?" I say already annoyed. "Whoa come down who pissed in your cereal?" He says he is one annoying little brother but I'll do anything for him and I hate to say it but I love him but I'll never tell that to his face. "Just tell me what you want," I say running out of patience. "Good news or the bad news first?" he asked. "Just give me the damn news you want to tell me." I say. "fine." he says before taking a deep breath. "Well the bad news is that the Russians blew up more of the warehouses, but the good news is that the plane is ready for you to come back to Italy," he says " fuck (fanculo), well I have to get Malia them on the plane," I say frustrated I'm really getting tired of these damn Russians.

"Wait she agreed to come?" he asked sounding shocked. "Well she had a request and she says if  what I need help with has nothing to do with us she not helping." I say "Wait what was the request?" he asked, "you'll see." I say hanging up and cutting off what he was finna say. I came out of the room and headed where Malia and the kids were I am not a kids person but they make it seem like kids are not a bad thing.

I am supposed to have kids I have no choice since I have to have an heir for my mafia which I think is bullshit but I don't make the rules. and I have to get married to have heirs I honestly don't need a wife their all want one thing and that's money that's all father talks about getting married to another mafia so will be stronger but I don't want to get married and never will I don't want a relationship like my father and mother tho I think on the low mother has another husband that loves her but we haven't met him and I honestly don't blame her dad fuck girls from left and right which is disrespectful but I do the same thing which I probably need to stop doing.

My mother says I will find the love I just have to wait which I honestly don't believe the only love I felt was from my mother and weirdly from my brother and I never tell them I love them which is not really a good thing but they know I love them right?

I finally found the playroom and watched the kids and Malia play together I wished my father was like that but it was different with mothers and fathers I needed a father figure which I never got and I'm sure that they won't have one either. I wonder where their father is, is he dead or just doesn't want to be in their life. thinking that just makes my blood boil because why wouldn't no one wants to be in these kids' life and I honestly wouldn't want my kids to not have a father figure as I did.

I knocked on the door frame gaining their attention "the plane is ready." I say emotionless MAlia nodded her head and the kids had a big smile on their faces which made me smile but I changed it quick so Malia wouldn't see. "Go get ready to get in the car, go get your aunties and uncle." she says motioning them out of the room. "yes mama." They say running out of the room.

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we finally made it to the plane more like a jet it was all black with some gold on it but the inside was all white. Sage was kicking her legs to get out which made her also hitting Malia's seat she playfully glared at her which made her stop instantly which made the whole car chuckle.

A/N The reference is at the top

We got onto the plane Maze didn't speak a word he hugged onto Malia's leg he doesn't talk much but will talk when he feels like it and he's a happy kid also so is Sage he, not the shy type he tough which I like about him. "what's the wrong little one?" Malia asked bending down to his height I don't want to go on." Maze says "it's gonna be ok ill sit with you ok." she says "can Enzo also sit with us?" he asked with a big smile she looked up at me waiting for an answer I nodded my head and Maze's smile went bigger he caught up with everyone else with me and Malia in the back.

we all got onto the plane Sage and Maze were across from me and Malia they were both fast asleep and everyone else was on the other side or in the back sleep. "Thank you," Malia says I looked up confused. "For what?" I asked, "For sitting with him he seems to like you a lot and I'm happy he does,  he doesn't really talk to many people and I think you might change that, he mostly just sit and listen until someone talks to him." she says leaning her head on my shoulders I tensed up before relaxing "well princessa I'm happy to help." I say before closing my eyes as well.

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