Color Me Red (late updates)

~19~

MALIA POV

FLASHBACK

I crawl into the bathroom and crawl into the tub and I feel pressure coming from my lower area. i cry out in pain as no one heard me.

as I look below I see that I am in labor. I pushed and pushed until I cant no more. the baby came out and it was a boy. I knew who the father was

when I misbehaved mother would take me to someone named Vadmin and do things and she would promise me not to tell father, and father had been gone for a couple of months for work but coming back soon.

As I hold the baby boy in my hand trying to calm him down. he looks so beautiful I know I'm way too young to take care of him but I know my mama would help and dad will help and Milan. I soon hear the door open and the door burst open showing my mother.

"look mama it's a boy I named him Alaska," I say with a big smile. She looked angry she took my son out of my hands and started walking out of the bathroom. "Mama... w-what are you doing?" I asked on the verge of tears. I get up to the best of my ability.

"Mama no give me my son!" I yelled. she was grabbing her keys and taking him. "you will not keep him he is going away!" she yelled, "NO MAMA PLEASE!" i say crying. Mama had hit me in my head making me stumble and hit my head on the corner of the table knocking me out.

A few hours later I woke up looking at my self then I remember that mama had taken my son. I got up quickly, Looking through the house but they were nowhere to be seen. I fell to the ground and my heart shattered I had lost my son. and I don't know where he went.

"No...

no...

no.... no

give him... back

give him back!"

"Hey hey!" someone says I feel someone shaking me. "No give him back... where is he!" I yelled crying. Someone's arms wrapped around me.

I look up to see Enzo holding me and whispering sweet nothing In my ear. I calmed down a bit and got up and got dressed to go to the gym. "hey where are you going?" He asked concerned I didn't answer him I walk past him and headed to the gym.

Once I made it to the gym I spot the punching bag and start to punch and punch. I Punch, I'm angry for not trying hard enough to keep my son, so I punch, I'm angry because Vadim raped me multiple times, so I punch, I'm angry because I killed my father so I Punch and I'm angry because my mother made my sister get raped, so I punch and I punch because my mama let Vadmin and his men do that and I punch because I have no idea where my son is at But I feel my self get close.

I punch.

And Punch.

And punch.

Until I feel Enzo run up to me holding my hands. I thrash trying to pull away from him but he holds on tighter. I look at my hands they were cut and bruised and bleeding.

"Calm down." He says as we both fall onto the ground with me in between his legs. I try my best to calm down but I can't. I breathe harder and harder trying to catch my breath and as Enzo and feel me become uneasy he turns me to face him. "Hey Hey follow my breathing here," he says pulling my hand onto his heart to where I can feel the rhythm of his heart.

I calmed down and he got up to grab a first aid kit. he didn't try to make conversation but I knew he wanted to ask questions. "you wanna talk about it?" he asked looking up. I cleared my throat before speaking. "Well I had a nightmare but it was more of a flashback," I say not explaining the whole thing.

He nodded his head and wiped the rest of my knuckles. He helped me up and we went into the kitchen I see Milan in the kitchen drinking some juice. "Hey is everything ok I heard you in your room?" she asked with a concerned look. "Everything's fine." I lie and my voice sounded horse from all the screaming but she knew I was lying because she gave me a look but didn't push any further.

She nodded her head and hugged me and went back upstairs.

I sat on the stool that was in front of the counter and Enzo fixed me and him some ice water. I ranked the water as it burns while It goes down my throat.

We sat in Silence but not the awkward kind. he pulled out his hand and i grabbed it and we both headed upstairs and we went into his room and he put me onto his bed and tucked me in and he laid there with me there was space between us.

Our backs were against each other, I turned around and wrapped my arms around him and he did the same. and we stayed there.

A couple of hours passed and Enzo was knocked out and as I am letting my thoughts consume me, darkness take over.

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